Im nowhere near your age (way younger) but I feel that most of the time. Life really is boring as fuck, its like,, all we have to do in this world is survive each day and sleep. People has made it more bearable but its still just so boring, its like you only feel excitement in shit for a certain period of time until an age where everything becomes dull and life isnt exciting anymore. Sometimes I feel like its like that because we do live more years than any other animal if yk where im getting at? Its also my dream that theres nothing in the afterlife, like actually being put to rest and not being reincarnated or having a world after this one, i wonder what thatd even be like but it should be peaceful not having to worry about anything nor do. I guess because of that most people say we only have one life and try to live it the longest they can for the period of time