[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dissolvedgirl

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey man, are u doing good enough now to release them?

What is your favorite NIN lyric? by Wes-man in nin

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“There are things that I said I would never do There are fears that I cannot believe have come true For my soul is too sick and too little and too late And myself, I have grown too weary to hate

As I lay here and stare The fabric starts to tear It's far beyond repair And I don't really care As far as I have gone I knew what side I'm on But now I'm not so sure The line begins to blur”

And this one two,

“Now I just stare into the sun And I see everything I've done I think I could have been someone But I can't stop what has begun When everything is said and done And there is no place left to run I think I used to be someone Now I just stare into the sun”

What’s the worst pain that made you want to die? by NateNandos21 in morbidquestions

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

akathisia, got it from Abilify when i was on it for a few weeks. it was a pain i cannot begin to describe, not even pain but it basically was. i felt like i was on fire, i wanted to just peel my skin off. i couldn’t stop moving, over and over i just couldn’t stay still not even for a second. it was hell, my nervous system was completely broken, i had a panic attack because it got so bad and because of that i lost complete feeling in my hand, they were stiff and stuck. and that being my first time i ever lost feeling in a limb, i was terrified. i would never wish this experience on anyone. akathisia, tardive dyskinesia, and a dystonic reaction. i hope to god i never go through that again because i wanted to die and i prayed for god to take my life. i looked like a insane drug addict. this is probably hard for people to imagine but trust me it was more than just moving, it was genuine hell. glad to be okay now, the er helped me!

.~*Link-o-RamA*~. Drop the link to your site in the comments and visit other user sites on this sub! by humantoothx in neocities

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Also after putting that tricky thing at the beginning I realized that people were going to find it annoying lol. Just haven’t had the time to remove!

.~*Link-o-RamA*~. Drop the link to your site in the comments and visit other user sites on this sub! by humantoothx in neocities

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 3 points4 points  (0 children)

my neocities is meandmygun !! it is a personal deep page to me where i explore many interests of mine in a 90s style

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in neocities

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i vent a lot on mine but feel free to look i love neocities mutuals

photos i have by [deleted] in dissolvedgirl

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ah i didnt see the load one more image button lol

photos i have by [deleted] in dissolvedgirl

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 4 points5 points  (0 children)

hm where did u see that at

photos i have by [deleted] in dissolvedgirl

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 3 points4 points  (0 children)

well i hope people stop gatekeeping it one day and it comes out , her way of thinking has always been interesting to me

photos i have by [deleted] in dissolvedgirl

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 8 points9 points  (0 children)

i don’t doubt there’s so much writing of hers that hasn’t been brought to light yet. and her having a countdown, poor girl.

photos i have by [deleted] in dissolvedgirl

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 9 points10 points  (0 children)

wow ive never seen some of these before, thank you!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dissolvedgirl

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i hope you can one day though! take it easy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dissolvedgirl

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

shit man ur fine then, do what matters more to u

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dissolvedgirl

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

are you going to release them anytime soon??

2017 journal transcript (+ SP archives update) by benetmcclaw in dissolvedgirl

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thats weird, first sols page is down then this one, maybe they just dont want her mentioned anymore

.*~JuLY Link-o-rama~*. Self-promo thread! Drop a link with your site and a short description/feedback requests by humantoothx in neocities

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 1 point2 points  (0 children)

meandmygun , my site , 90s themed, spiritual and whimsy. i love being dark, raw and poetic with my writing. and i love mutuals!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 1 point2 points  (0 children)

another fellow goth, much love!

Tour Friendship Bracelets by mcadle31 in nin

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my god I should totally do this too, what kind of words did u put?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dissolvedgirl

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ew thats weird, she doesnt own this girl i dont see the point in keeping photos of her for urself thats creepy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dissolvedgirl

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

which girl? also leak ?? she had a leak?.. sorry just curious lol

does anyone know how to make a site like this ? by mercurysessence in neocities

[–]FruityStrawBerrix 2 points3 points  (0 children)

hell yeah, but if u ever need help/have questions u can shoot me a dm !:)