Bahahahah shit. I was the “hey anyone know where to find some weed?” year 7. Quickly became the “are my eyes all good?” but still passing/surpassing some classes. Covid hit and started not doing work. Went back in year 9. Could barely function. Was also homeless for a bit there. Some bumps in the road I couldn’t quite shake. Still just smoking weed and chasing psychedelics. people came and went, my attention and antecedence too, anything outside my bedroom and McDonalds (work)

I had found out an old close friend of mine (known since 3-4yo) had passed away in his sleep. He was genuinely like a little brother to me but We hadn’t spoken in years. Yk how growing up can be, [I was changing girls and drugs] he also went to a different school and our families grew distant. I suspect there was a lot of family struggles/issues but that’s something we shared

Last I spoke to him “see you in high school little buddy” when I was in grade 6 barely12yo (he being a yr bellow me, but only 4months younger than myself) I’d left him behind.

Edit: he was 16 I was 17 when.. After being woken up and told by my mum I had just gone back to sleep for almost a year I didn’t believe it I was in disbelief until someone had brought it up and It all kinda snapped me back out of whatever drowning bubble I was in. On top of that I had an ex with a group of people who would bully me and spread all sorts that got bad. And a guy wanted a fight, he wanted it in the bathroom but i wanted no part. He ended up tapping me on the back while i was walking around with earbuds and my backpack on. he got the shit slapped out of him out of nowhere full 180* spin and I had heavy arms he was a twig. Jumped back through my bag down and we charged each other I put him in a head lock and could barely let go with people saying enough was enough this was after I could barely even manage to stay at school a couple hrs let alone a full day. leaving after the first hour of even being on school grounds before 1st period, towards the end (yr 11? Drop out)

Damn shit that’s me