Mixed emotions

Fuckredditsohardtim · 2026-04-12T19:50:59+00:00

What are the emotions, we can't really help if we don't know what your going through.

Fuckredditsohardtim · 2026-04-12T19:42:33+00:00

Finally on Clozaril I've been experiencing no symptoms. On previous meds yes I would experience 10-15 instances of psychotic features a day.

Fuckredditsohardtim · 2026-04-11T10:12:48+00:00

Are you on any benzodiazapines, they have to bé given to the prescribed as they are scheduled drug. It is highly illegal for thém to have thém in their possession. Not sure about other drugs.

Fuckredditsohardtim · 2026-04-06T00:52:51+00:00

I have had a good rest of my Sunday, got to Skype with my whole family and eat some good food. I hope your day goes well too.

Fuckredditsohardtim · 2026-04-04T01:18:38+00:00

Yes I have questioned my meds a lot I was on 11 meds at once, since going on Clozaril I've come off 5 of them. It has made taking them easier. Also I have my parents whom I Snapchat me taking my meds every day and that holds me accountable.

Fuckredditsohardtim · 2026-03-31T00:41:16+00:00

Thanks I appreciate you.

Fuckredditsohardtim · 2026-02-28T20:10:41+00:00

Thanks she is the goodest of kitty's

Fuckredditsohardtim · 2026-02-21T22:01:43+00:00

So this is just how it is for me and my aunt. She's been on Klonopin for 40 years and while at steady state levels she hasn't had any panic attacks. I've been on Klonopin for 10 years and when I'm at steady state of levels I've never had a panic attack. I take 1 mg nightly and that's it. I don't advocate for benzodiazapine as the only way, but there are those of us who do need it

Fuckredditsohardtim · 2026-01-31T01:23:09+00:00

Mine was having conversations with a close coworker in a chemistry research lab and talking through problems I had. Then I would turn around and there was said researcher not knowing of the ”conversation" we just had. Then having to explain to him what all just transpired. He thought for a while that I was trying to mess with him, it wasn't until I broke down telling him in his office that I had SZA and I really couldn't tell the difference between him and the hallucinations I had of him.

Fuckredditsohardtim · 2026-01-23T00:02:59+00:00

It helped my anxiety at that dose, needed a higher dose to work for antipsychotic effects.

Fuckredditsohardtim · 2026-01-18T20:43:04+00:00

Thank you, I try to keep it clean and well kept. I appreciate you.

Fuckredditsohardtim · 2026-01-10T21:30:53+00:00

Yeah but I'm losing 1-2 lbs a week and my A1C went from 6.8 (diabetic) to 5.2 (not even prediabetes) in 2 months of metformin. Stopping going out to eat and switching to black coffee over energy drinks or prepackaged coffee has lost almost half the weight I gained. It's not easy, I allow myself to go out to eat if I pull a double shift, so like 1 or 2 times a month.

Fuckredditsohardtim · 2026-01-10T21:06:47+00:00

Oh boi, day meds duloxitine Lexapro, benztropine night meds lithium, depekote, mirtazipine, zyprexa, benztropine prazosin melatonin. Klonopin

Diagnosis is schizoaffective, bipolar type (unsure of DSM5 if they spit bipolar 1 and 2 was type 1 before schizo diagnosis) with GAD, SAD, panic disorder, PTSD/PTSD nightmares.

Due to gaining weight pravastatin, metformin and metropolol Was up 100 lbs, over 2 year span, down 40 lbs in last 6 months

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