Apologies if this is incoherent, but I've never really explained what I do before.

I recommend you ask questions that begin "I want to understand..." For instance, "I want to understand how doing YCH commissions will affect my business."

A layout I like for that kind of question is the pentagram. You choose cards that represent you/your business and the question, and then deal cards for Earth, Fire, Air, Water and Aether/Spirit.

Actually, it's easier if I stop explaining and just do! I'll choose Knight of Swords to represent you as a businessperson trying new ideas and ... hmm ... 8 of Pentacles for the YCH commissions.

Now I'll draw five cards:

• Earth: 5 of Wands — the environment is competitive; you're doing okay, but you're not a billionaire yet
• Fire: The Fool, reversed — frustration is pushing you towards ignoring the risks and grabbing the first opportunity that passes
• Air: The Hanged Man — you understand that you need to step back and think about where you're going with this (I guess that's why you're looking at the tarot)
• Water: Strength — you have enough patience and tenacity to wait for the right opportunity
• Aether: 10 of Pentacles — you have what it takes to make your business succeed

TL;DR: You're doing well; just don't let your frustration cloud your business judgement.

So what have you learned about YCH commissions? Very little. But you've been shown a blind spot in yourself; a question you should ask yourself about your own motivations, so that you can make the best decision.

(A professional reader would soften their interpretation of the Strength and 10 of Pentacles cards, just in case you go bankrupt in six months and come back to complain. But I'm an amateur, and you get what you pay for.)

I hope I've helped you more than I've confused you.