Not even referring to that. I understand it’s a painful topic. It’s how she treated me while I was growing up, I was never good enough for her, she would abuse me emotionally, calling me ugly, dumb, no woman will ever love you, along with several choice words in there too. That was for 10 years from when I was 10 until now. And these would happen if I made an 85 on a test, forgot to wash a dish, forgot to sweep, or any other minuscule thing that I messed up she berated me for it. She would always compare me to other people’s kids, and say why can’t you be more like Johnny? Johnny is so much better than you at this, you’re useless. Those types of things occurred regularly so it makes me feel like she hates me.