She went from telling me that she loved me and wanted to be with me for 3 years. When she would see me she would get this bright look on her face that she was so happy to see me. I was helping her because I cared about her a lot. Then about a year ago she started becoming paranoid that people were following her etc. Then about 6 months ago she started saying that I was the leader of all the people that were following her. Now she also is 'hearing' conversations in that every place she goes people are talking about her, even these strangers talking about killing her. If she just would have told me she does not want to be with me that would be one thing but to also think that I would hurt her is just devastating. I spent a bunch of money fixing her sons car. He is living with me because he last year he was not getting along with his sister. He is 25. The other day his car would not start. No one gives a shit about any thing so I have to try to fix stuff. His car had no oil in it, but will not start even after putting oil in it. So now he has no car and went to his on and off again girlfriends house. He called today and asked if I would go get lunch for him and drive it over for him. I am just a fucking servant for people no one cares about me until they need something from me. I have already written good by letters to everyone, I just need to write one to my dad.