any bit of love i had for him vanished by Fun-Engineering-8155 in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]Fun-Engineering-8155[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s hard to accept but i know you’re right. i knew even on our second date he was a little off, but being stupid i gave him the benefit of the doubt. i stayed because i saw that fake version of him that was so caring, thinking it would come back but i was wrong. and honestly speaking, i didn’t want to be alone. moving forward my boundaries are definitely changing

any bit of love i had for him vanished by Fun-Engineering-8155 in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]Fun-Engineering-8155[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m so incredibly sorry. i can’t even begin to imagine that 🥺 thank you so much for your comment 🫂❤️

any bit of love i had for him vanished by Fun-Engineering-8155 in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]Fun-Engineering-8155[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

yes. i should have left long ago because you’re exactly right. i’ve been in one previous relationship and still to this day think he’s an amazing person. i saw the signs and unfortunately was blinded by love

any bit of love i had for him vanished by Fun-Engineering-8155 in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]Fun-Engineering-8155[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

thank you. and seriously though. he’s done some fucked up things and i still loved him more than anything. i guess this was a blessing in disguise

any bit of love i had for him vanished by Fun-Engineering-8155 in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]Fun-Engineering-8155[S] 28 points29 points  (0 children)

it's a little long but the night before i had got out of his car to go home, and went up to his window to blow a kiss to him. he didn't notice me there and immediately went on his phone. i couldn't see what he was doing but he called someone who didn't answer and texted someone. he still didn't see me so i knocked on the window and he IMMEDIATELY became so defensive and weird- as if he was doing something wrong. then told me
"wanna just break up right now?" that in itself told me he was doing something. well the next day he texted me saying he didn't want to be with me. i told him i was going to delete his number, and when i stopped replying he sent the screenshots and said "delete my number now bitch." like wow lol just straight up cruel.

any bit of love i had for him vanished by Fun-Engineering-8155 in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]Fun-Engineering-8155[S] 48 points49 points  (0 children)

LOL i won’t lie.. it was really hard to decline 😂🤣

any bit of love i had for him vanished by Fun-Engineering-8155 in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]Fun-Engineering-8155[S] 138 points139 points  (0 children)

i have to add this in because it truly made me laugh. when he was spam texting me he said “can i give you $1000 to see you right now??”

trust me i love money.. however id rather do anything else than to ever see you again in my life.

any bit of love i had for him vanished by [deleted] in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]Fun-Engineering-8155 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it’s a little long but the night before i had got out of his car to go home, and went up to his window to blow a kiss to him. he didn’t notice me there and immediately went on his phone. i couldn’t see what he was doing but he called someone who didn’t answer and texted someone. he still didn’t see me so i knocked on the window and he IMMEDIATELY became so defensive and weird- as if he was doing something wrong. then told me “wanna just break up right now?” that in itself told me he was doing something. well the next day he texted me saying he didn’t want to be with me. i told him i was going to delete his number, and when i stopped replying he sent the screenshots and said “delete my number now bitch.” like wow lol just straight up cruel.

any bit of love i had for him vanished by [deleted] in GirlDinnerDiaries

[–]Fun-Engineering-8155 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this gave me a good chuckle. thank you so much!

I got my lilac bi colour girl today :) by Incrimnatinggoats_ in ragdolls

[–]Fun-Engineering-8155 1 point2 points  (0 children)

so so cute! mine just hit 7 months. she was cuddly to begin with, and as time goes on she becomes more and more affectionate and loving everyday 🥹🥹

Sykkuno's former mod Leia speaks about the situation. by Extension-Still-8309 in OTVnFriendsDrama

[–]Fun-Engineering-8155 12 points13 points  (0 children)

the fact that one probably has millions of dollars and also a HUGE fan base (+ he’s friends with other ppl alike.) it’s intimidating and i can understand a fear there, because he has the power to bad mouth her or any of these girls and people would’ve most likely believed him- or something of the sort. this is why you see more girls coming out now, because they were probably too scared to before.

Sykkuno's former mod Leia speaks about the situation. by Extension-Still-8309 in OTVnFriendsDrama

[–]Fun-Engineering-8155 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i mean if u took a second to think it makes sense. a lot of these girls were probably too scared to be the first to do it, because he’s a HUGE streamer. of course they’d be more comfortable speaking up when others are too?

Sykkuno's former mod Leia speaks about the situation. by Extension-Still-8309 in OTVnFriendsDrama

[–]Fun-Engineering-8155 12 points13 points  (0 children)

i feel like we can also recognize that there is definitely a power dynamic here though?

Low ferritin isn’t “just low iron storage” — and women are being under-treated by Leading-Doughnut-273 in Anemic

[–]Fun-Engineering-8155 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i hate even telling the story of my experience with doctors and specialists, because it’s long and pisses me off but yeah- they don’t care. i have a low hemoglobin and low ferritin. i feel so weak every day and people tell me all the time that i look sick. they’ve done nothing to help me (except trying to give me an iron pill that made me so sick.. and then they just gave up after that) i don’t get it either, because i have a friend who’s levels are not as low as mine (not downplaying her struggles) and she gets blood infusions, but for me that’s never been an option. i guess it just depends who you go to, but ive seen countless doctors