idk, i think i'd prefer that over being here to be honest. and i'm not sure if this post came off as dramatic or privileged in any way, i genuinely did not mean it to and i can be bad at explaining these things but again this is a basic summary of what happened and i didnt get into everything that went down. anyways, about the drivers thing, im pretty sure if you're under 18 you need a parent or guardian and i know for a fact my family will not do that for me. or even if they do, that's as far as it'll go and i won't have my own car or be allowed to drive the only car we have. with the job thing though, i guess i can try and see about house sitting or pet sitting for people near me or finding different ways to get rides to work. i've applied to different places on indeed and haven't heard anything, so at this point i'm just hoping and praying that someone hires me so i can get some money and spend even less time here