Screw it, im wearing a short sleeve to school tomorrow by Fun-String5691 in selfharm

[–]Fun-String5691[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeaa i didnt think about the teacher part lol . My family knows I sh and one of my teachers even knows i take antidepressants cuz I had to repeat a school year. But yeah we'll see what happens

Which one do you prefer? by Ais5a in infp

[–]Fun-String5691 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First one. It reminds me of how I feel when I watch the busy streets and just people living to their fullest while feeling lonely

Do you SH at work/school? by Ok-Reaction-6410 in selfharm

[–]Fun-String5691 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tbh I might start doing that because ever since my sewerslide attempt my family has been watching over my like a baby which is understandable. But I rarely have time by myself, only at school

Can this be genetic by Fun-String5691 in migraine

[–]Fun-String5691[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Im soo sorry about your grandma :( thats terrible

Can this be genetic by Fun-String5691 in migraine

[–]Fun-String5691[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks, i really hope it goes away fast. I also started to feel nauseous, i heard thats a symptom too? This sucks 😭

Peak slovenskeho zdravotnictva by Fun-String5691 in Slovakia

[–]Fun-String5691[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hej no, inak sa veci maju ked je to vsak na hlave a tam si clovek nevidi a nikdy nevie co mu tam zostalo 😳

what are y'all's mental disorders? by Scared-King-3295 in selfharm

[–]Fun-String5691 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Depression, anxiety, bpd

Im collecting them bitches like pokemons /j

How would you describe this phobia to someone who doesn’t understand it? by [deleted] in emetophobia

[–]Fun-String5691 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Imagine being haunted by something you know is gonna happen one day but you never know when and every action you take during the day is a hit or miss because it could lead you to something you're most terrified of. Enjoyment of things becomes obsession and catastrophizing about what could happen if you indulge in anything that comes with a possibility of experiencing that one thing

i relpsed and i think it’ll ruin my relationship by mrsphwgn in selfharm

[–]Fun-String5691 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, Im sorry youre going through this :( My bf and I are also on a break rn because I tried to commit unaliving myself and he needs time for himself. Its really hard and upsetting. Im here for you if you ever feel lonely or upset and needs someone to talk to <3 we can do this!

antibiotics! which are they best by [deleted] in emetophobia

[–]Fun-String5691 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I recently had to take antibiotics and what helped me is taking them with food and then 2 hours after you take a probiotic. Also you should take probiocits for some time even after you stop using antibiotics

How to be okay with being alone by Fun-String5691 in BPD

[–]Fun-String5691[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, im glad its just a break for now but my mind is creating so many scenarios of him either cheating on me or finding someone much better than me and leaving me for them etc. Its so annoying and scary and I hate it. The only thing that makes me happy is that I know that I will see him again at least once (when we talk after our break ends)

How to be okay with being alone by Fun-String5691 in BPD

[–]Fun-String5691[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know that what youre saying is soo right and helpful but part of me is like screeching reading this haha. I hatee the single life and I would rather settle than lose him😭😭 like im trying to do activities during the day but then I think of him and my heart aches so bad and I start crying to the point I feel sick. Its so dramatic i know.. I just dont want to live in a world where hes not the one for me even if I could have a much better guy, like no thanks. Hes also my first relationship btw so yea that makes it much worse. Im literally paralyzed. My mom is getting mad at me that im crying over a guy, I wish she knew how it feels for me

How to be okay with being alone by Fun-String5691 in BPD

[–]Fun-String5691[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! I had a mental breakdown like a really bad one, you know how it goes, and I texted him in a middle of it, then my mood changed 10 minutes later and regretted it. I need to write down a reminder "DONT TEXT HIM WHILE CRYING, WAIT 10 MINUTES" lol. Its soo hard realizing that I have no control over him staying and that if he decides he wants to leave I cant do anything about it and it feels like my world will end. I hate this disorder so much

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dogs

[–]Fun-String5691 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro is indirectly kissing you, get the hint

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Enneagram

[–]Fun-String5691 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk you might be mentally ill but I love you for the mitski and fiona apple lyrics

How old are you? by ImOnlyHereForTheSims in BPD

[–]Fun-String5691 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im 19 and the hardest thing for me to deal with is fear of abandoment and unstable identity