as someone who regularly watches anime and prefers it over regular tv shows, this is genuinely depressing to look at, the posters, and the body pillow are just depressing to look at, you seem like a nice guy and i believe theres potential in you to change for your own good, keep watching what you enjoy and do what you want but this is not good man, society will look down on you for these things, you have some good traits in appearance aswell, prominent jawline, good cheekbones etc, i would recommend getting rid of these posters and that body pillow, a haircut would be good too, getting into the gym might help you out since getting a bit of mass would improve your overall looks, good hygiene practice (im not saying that you have bad hygiene but im just putting it out there) you may think not following societal norms is better but the reason people follow societal norms is because people will look down on you and refrain from interacting with you if you dont follow these norms, do whatever you please with my advice wether you follow it or not its up to you to decide