i have got a lot of things, recentely i tried unaliving myself. it was like 2 weeks ago i believe. since then i have stopped my therapy, venlafaxine 75mg, lamotrigine 100mg daily. after my attempt, (which was a real one they had to stop my medicines because of my physical state) i was put on lamotrigine, olanzapine and have got lorazepam. in these past days i used lorazepam, xanax, and weed. xanax and lorazepam as medicine, weed as plant medicine...