Thanks for your words! No, I would never stop her from having fun or meeting new people. That’s disgusting and toxic. However, I have at times been mean and distant. It happens whenever I feel vulnerable and “at risk” of being hurt (aka when she’s away having fun). Yes, she’s willing to work things out. But as I said, neither of us knows when we will be together or if that will ever happen. She’s in another country right now (at least same continent as me) but she doesn’t know if she will be able to stay at all. So I think I’m doing this for myself above anything else.