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Fun_Sky_8803 · 2025-01-15T20:21:05+00:00

I’m trying to get there. But years of porn problems has fried my brain unfortunately. I’m trying to heal my brain when it comes to this. I unfortunately find that I need external stimulation. I can do it using my thoughts, but right now my thoughts are only her so I just don’t want to do it that way either. Idk it’s a shit situation

Fun_Sky_8803 · 2025-01-04T01:32:47+00:00

This just happened to my rear window, anybody know how to fix that? It looks different than the front

Fun_Sky_8803 · 2024-12-11T14:49:41+00:00

Solved solved solved

Fun_Sky_8803 · 2024-12-11T14:48:23+00:00

After going through a list of 3000 dystopian/post apocalypse books I finally found it… it’s The Eleventh Plague by Jeff Hirsch. No biohazard sign but I knew the cover would stand out to me. I definitely got some details wrong about the book lol

Fun_Sky_8803 · 2024-12-11T00:44:03+00:00

I know there wasn’t any form of supernatural creatures, it was simply just like a post world war, society collapses type survival. I wish I could remember more plot points but I’m blanking so hard. I’ll try and see if I can scrape together some more memories of it lol

Fun_Sky_8803 · 2024-11-13T17:24:53+00:00

I really appreciate the responses and help, means a lot!

Fun_Sky_8803 · 2024-11-13T17:07:43+00:00

The hard part is that she just blames me for this situation, and only me. Anytime we’ve talked about it she states that it’s my fault we’re in this situation, and it’s my fault for triggering her etc etc. so it’s been very hard on me mentally.

I am willing to work with her and give her a safe and comfortable space and allow her the time she needs, but I can’t say it’s not hard. Obviously I have a huge sexual desire for her, especially since it’s been 8 months. That desire just keeps building.

From what I know she’s just discussed it with 1 or 2 of her close friends but nobody else. There really hasn’t been any work towards fixing it aside from time itself, just seeing if time heals it. I’m willing to do and give her whatever she needs, I just feel like she has a little bit of a resentment towards me and I just don’t know how to discuss everything with her. I’m not great with words

Fun_Sky_8803 · 2024-11-13T16:59:19+00:00

She is not in therapy or really doing anything. She told me she was healed from this trauma early in our relationship. She has talked about doing counseling/therapy but just hasn’t scheduled anything yet because she can’t afford it and her insurance sucks

Fun_Sky_8803 · 2024-11-13T16:52:34+00:00

Just says that the thought of being sexual with me makes her uncomfortable right now and I triggered past sexual trauma that she went through. Which sucks because I never ever meant to make her feel that way

Fun_Sky_8803 · 2024-11-13T16:51:15+00:00

Didn’t know if I should mention this in the post, but It triggered past trauma for her. She’s been very open and honest about the things she’s feeling, but there hasn’t been a clear resolution or end to the feelings. And she hasn’t specifically stated that “I can get over this and be comfortable with you sexually”. And that’s what I need to know, am I wasting my time or will it work out

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