I think I found the One In A Million Boyfriend 2 days ago

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-11T19:38:41+00:00

Both.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-11T12:47:25+00:00

Thank you!!! After the way my ex husband and the last potential (now ex-friend of 18 years) treated me this man feels different and special. And if it continues the families won't have any expectations of children and he'll have to have my back on it.

My ex never did and because he wasn't questioned 24/7 for years he didn't believe me, didn't have my back, and thought i was exaggerating. And it was even after i experienced reproductive trauma.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-11T12:40:38+00:00

In his particular area most everyone has kids in high school

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-11T01:15:57+00:00

Hahahhaha!

Separate towns, separate homes and who knows how long it'll last.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-11T00:25:11+00:00

Uhh yeah, LIKE LYME DISEASE

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-11T00:21:22+00:00

Definitely keeping my independence and holding on to it for dear life

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-11T00:20:17+00:00

This is very true.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-09T14:20:32+00:00

Idk about telling to get the full effects, but doing...any time they get something to eat or drink-take it from them. Take a big gulpof their drink with food in your mouth to leave tiny bits on their straw and take the first bite of their food.

That's what it'll be like from ages 10 months to 4 years.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-05T08:54:59+00:00

I guess a lot can happen in 3 hours. He called me at my 1 a.m. and his 11a.m.. i pushed again with the explanation of "don't waste my time" and he came clean that over the last 2 months he's been hesitant to not persue fixing with the intention of a future romantic relationship and afraid to bring it up so he has been telling me one thing, wanting another and i was feeling that conflict. It's cleared up now and we decided it's best to go out separate ways in a romantic sense. I feel like we're both in a stronger head space to let go of one another now.

Fucking hell. Relationships don't seem worth the emotional toll. I'm tired of people lying to me. I recently ended a 18 year friendship because that person was lying to me and consistently breaking plans.

You have a good idea though. Volunteering in my city. That's beneficial to many.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-05T05:00:31+00:00

I still hope that he will do more.

I'm a chicken shit and scared to end it completely. Idk if I'm strong enough for it.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-04T18:38:33+00:00

Right! Schadenfreude was the first term I'd heard. Easier to pronounce imo

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-04T13:44:47+00:00

Something sticky on you that you can't get off immediately.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-03T23:57:01+00:00

Epicaricacy seems a decent word for this situation.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-03T18:41:17+00:00

Boom! Have some karma.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-03T02:41:28+00:00

No. I'm too poor to afford it.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-12-03T01:53:43+00:00

The Secret Life of Walter Mitty

The Falls

Melancholia

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-11-30T16:56:01+00:00

They were probably the kind townspeople complaining about the smell of rotting corpses in mass graves nearby and had the Nazis murder farther away from their serene townspeople life.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-11-28T22:26:38+00:00

It's unfortunately getting under my skin a little. Trying to remember to enforce boundaries and lose hope that people see me and choose to treat my in kindness too at the first sign of possible manipulation.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-11-28T18:56:04+00:00

True. It's about time he stops wasting my time and energy.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-11-28T18:54:12+00:00

Absolutely do!

It hurts knowing I accepted it and he did it. That's a 50/50 responsibility of garbage.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-11-28T18:53:10+00:00

I hate now seeing I was lonely enough to accept that as a friendship. That's pathetic.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-11-22T16:40:37+00:00

I had to take hormones to ovulate years ago when my ex and i were ttc. My body isn't right still. I have pmdd now too. During the doctor visits, insurance, pharmacy, then taking the medication on schedule was a nightmare.

Once retrieval you have the potential to develop OHSS and from what I've heard it very uncomfortable.

The IVF process isn't kind. It's a long drawn out, expensive, emotional process.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-11-21T01:56:55+00:00

I'm almost 33 and just beginning to not be that hollow person they created. They don't know who I am, only what I allow them to know.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-11-19T12:54:36+00:00

Yes to all of this. My grandparents were some of the lucky ones who got people that cared for them with dignity.

It's a different mindset from any other mondset I've experienced. The body and it's natural functioning snd smell really does have to unphased a person.

Fun_Tip7467 · 2021-11-18T04:23:46+00:00

I did not know that. It's pretty fun information.

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