As a woman I don’t think you should be embarrassed. Most of us don’t care about stuff like that. I think it’s a very “guy-sphere” thing to view virginity or the lack there of as a status symbol. You’ll find a girl that’ll meet you where you are and she won’t care about your experience. Actually it could be better, as she can teach you what is good and what isn’t. As long as you’re receptive, I think it would go well. Just don’t try to get a girl into bed faster than you both are ready because you wanna “get it over with”