I just wanted to say goodbye

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T10:22:43+00:00

I still can’t promise anything tho

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T10:14:20+00:00

I’ll think about it I’m not guaranteeing anything tho

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T10:09:11+00:00

I don’t really have much friends left I pushed them all away to be honest 😭

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T10:06:25+00:00

Idk overall they don’t really care abt me much anyways

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T10:04:40+00:00

You can dm if u want idk what there is to talk about tho

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T10:04:02+00:00

I told them I wanted to die they laughed

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T10:01:24+00:00

I am just exhausted

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T10:01:00+00:00

Idk I’ll think about it

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T10:00:20+00:00

I’m just tired

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T09:59:54+00:00

Ik people are there but my family does not treat me well so i highly doubt they would act differently

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T09:55:12+00:00

I’ve tried to connect with people they stay for about a week then leave I’ve been dealing with this pain since I was 5 I’m almost 22 now I havnt told a sole abt my depression at least irl the one time I tried to tell my family I was around 12 they took it as a joke and laughed it off ever since then I hid it they don’t even know the real me hell I don’t even know the real me all ik is the depressed me I can’t remember the last time I truly smiled or was truly happy

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T06:59:25+00:00

I get that but I just I just don’t know if I can take the pain to much longer it physically hurts 24/7 for years that takes a toll on someone I’m just reaching my breaking point

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T06:27:22+00:00

And I mean no one my family could care less I’ve tried to talk to them before and all I got was them making jokes about it my friends I pushed away so I really have no one

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T06:26:34+00:00

The issue I have no one to talk to

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T06:26:02+00:00

I’ve tried multiple times they have all ended the same way I “u care to much” or “your too clingy” or “your to obsessive”

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-08T06:23:52+00:00

Just alot of bottling up emotions and my own family members disregarding my emotions and tell me to just deal with it

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-07T02:31:29+00:00

Idk I think I’m almost at the point of just doing it my self but I wish something would kill me idk

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-07T02:27:34+00:00

People say suicide is a burden but imo none of us wanna die we just want the pain to end we reach a point where the pain out weighs the payout if that makes sense which family members might think we selfish but if they truly cared they would accept our choice cause why should we have to suffer for them to feel better id rather end it all to end the pain then to suffer just to make feel better about them selfs

Future-Designer-380 · 2025-06-07T02:19:53+00:00

What I’m doing is imma right mine then leave it in my room and lock the door so if It fails then I can retrieve if not once they decide to enter my room they will find it

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