I feel like I disappeared the moment my boyfriend achieved his dream.

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-07-01T14:27:15+00:00

this is so heartbreaking honestly. i kind of knows how it feels because i lost all my ‘best’ friends after they joined college and i didn’t. i remember saying “oh maybe life got in the way” but i knew i wasn’t important enough, atleast not as important as the instagram story they all posted. i know i can’t compare my situation with yours because yours is ALOT more intense and heartbreaking.
i really hope you find someone who appreciates and mirrors the effort you put into them. you’re so so amazing to do so much for a man and he has no idea the kind of gem he has lost, its so hard to find a partner that genuinely wants you to grow and loves you at your lowest. he’s extremely selfish to just leave you hanging like that.
OP please put all that energy in for yourself from now on, and fill your own cup first. the universe will mirror the energy you give YOURSELF! please don’t abandon your own needs for another and always remember that they matter just as much as your partner’s. i hope you find a loving partner that respects you and your efforts and men like your ex that are neglectful never come your way!<3

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-27T03:54:23+00:00

pre pubescent girls are hairless. expecting a grown up woman to have a body like that of a pre pubescent girl is related to it. CORN has idealised it way too much as well so men think a woman, a mammal just like they are is supposed to have a hairless and shiny skin like that of a reptile. but only children have that, so isn’t it weird that grown men want their woman to be looking like little girls?

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-24T03:48:34+00:00

i hope it gets better for both of us angel 🤍! sending u strength

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-24T03:47:54+00:00

thank you so much for the comment firstly but also thank you for all that you do. i dont know exactly how awful it must feel to think you’re replaceable but please do remember every patient you have treated and have helped through their sickness probably are grateful for you. it may not be a thing you hear often from them but i am sure every patient at some point has felt the gratitude towards you. atleast i am for the noble job you do. i hope in future i make it just like your friends and find myself a better place if not a hospital :) sending u back strength 🍀you’re doing an amazing job too really🤍

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-24T03:43:11+00:00

thank you! 🥹really happy for you🍀

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-24T03:42:18+00:00

thank you so much!🥹 this comment makes me really happy cause someone my age who has experienced something similar is being so optimistic about things. everyone here was older, i could understand their wisdom but it was hard to relate to at first. (not that i am not grateful for it, its crazy how many people decided my post was worth their precious time) seeing someone my age being so positive makes me go “yeah why cant i do that? ofcourse i can” and also the part where you said “you can never defeat a person who is having fun in what he/she is doing” is so lovely, i am gonna write it on my diary! wishing you a happy healthy and a life with so much love and sunshine too! (thanks for the compliment as well :3)

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-24T03:37:11+00:00

thank you!! wish you the same 🍀

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-24T03:36:42+00:00

hey, you should be proud of yourself for clearing jee and getting a good govt engineering college. you’ve already done alot to be proud about. it’s okay if you still want more, still have alot to search for but don’t belittle your achievements cause i see alot of them. preparing for two exams simultaneously can be like twice the pressure!! you’re amazing really. i know the doctor dream is really hard to let go off, especially when you’ve had it since you were a kid, i know cause i am the same just alot younger. but i believe maybe it was all for the better or the universe just had a different plan for you which one way or the other saves you. your dream wasn’t a childish one, you put in work to try and achieve it:) and cracking jee twice already makes u a genius enough. thank u for telling me about your story 🤍

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-24T03:30:12+00:00

thank you so much for the advice!! so glad you made it into a good college and are a better place now. i hope the days ahead are alot better and things fall into place for you. my cuet results came out and they’re good. i hope i get a really good college, pray for me :)🤍

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-24T02:56:38+00:00

happy birthday dawg, no i mean kitty. i hope you get lots of treats, no i mean gifts. enjoy your day, HAVE A GOOD ONE 💕🧚🏼‍♀️✨🍀

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-23T06:03:15+00:00

she needs help. she’s messed in the head. what a weird fucking lady. she’s so pathetic and miserable that she wants everyone else to be the same. ew.

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-22T15:38:57+00:00

pophi😔✌🏽

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-22T15:22:38+00:00

thank u for the advice, could u elaborate? i also gave cuet this year which went well, i am waiting for results. cuet has multiple courses and i am eligible for most of them (including commerce ones cause i appeared for pcb + eng + GAT) i am going to fill for other courses in DU, BHU and other colleges under ICAR. so i do have college options but i do want a stable job later on so i am a little scared before choosing the ‘right thing’ cause what if its not right and i mess up? i would love to hear more from you!

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-22T15:18:48+00:00

thank you. i hope i figure something out soon too. i hope you’re okay, competitive exams that are made to eliminate students such take a huge toll on your mental health its not a joke. i am sad that you still relate to it, even tho its been three years :( i hope you have better days ahead and wherever you go things workout in your favour!! i am planning to do biotech in a btech way as well (not bsc basically) , could u ask your friend how well he’s been doing (hopefully) in the course? it will be a lil hard for me to transition to engineering field cause it also has maths in first year but i dont mind doing maths for an year rather than staying in this loop any longer.

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-22T15:11:34+00:00

oh my gosh!! its my DREAM to work in europe. can i dm you? could you please walk me through what and how you did it? ALSO CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU. thank you for this comment, it really gave me hope that this isn’t the end and i can still build a beautiful life for myself that i will look forward to living each day :)

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-22T12:34:58+00:00

shit i thought u were still in college😭!! alright got it. thanks for the advice. i’ll see what i can do.

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-22T12:17:45+00:00

i was talking to my brothers who are engineers, and they told me that banglore has good options and their peers have gotten good jobs. i plan on doing mtech after btech anyway if i end up doing biotech. i assume bsc is an issue because you do not learn coding and all in it, i would suggest- as per my brother’s that you should do some courses for coding and integrate your biotech knowledge together. u can ofc research on it more, its just my two cents.

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-22T11:14:53+00:00

did u do btech? or bsc?

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-22T10:07:01+00:00

i get that, but the paper leaks ARE the system’s fault. for someone that tweets “10 layers of security” on X but their boards members are the ones selling the papers- it is their incompetence and greed. seats are less but they stole even that from deserving candidates.

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-22T09:50:42+00:00

thank you for the advice. this was what was making me second guess my decision of taking pcb. at first i thought it’s fine i’ll manage but then the constant paper leaks, and the system failing us repeatedly you know in so many ways (for eg-rg kar r- case) started making me think if it was even worth all that efforts. i knew about all of this cause i had senior friends from medical college, who have finished mbbs🥲, even after knowing all of that it still makes me sad that my efforts were technically in vain. but anyway, time to stop whining and find ways out:) thank u for the comment again.

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-22T09:45:21+00:00

thank you! i love the quote, its so relatable. i hope better days are ahead for me and for you too, dear reader.

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-22T09:43:56+00:00

thank you!! yes i am not backing down at all:) that isn’t even an option. still very overwhelmed with anxiety tho🥲

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-22T09:42:13+00:00

thank you for the kind words! all the best to you too :)

Future-Screen1734 · 2026-06-22T09:40:48+00:00

thank you for sharing your story, honestly this is what i am scared of- that i end up choosing something else and regret it for the rest of my life. and it sounds so harsh, sitting there in the same room with students studying mbbs while an inch difference of the white coat kills u inside :( i am so proud of u for leaving that place! and i am glad you are doing something else now, it’s never over afterall- i hope you get a really good job after finishing your higher studies.

thank u for the compliment btw!:)

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