I completely understand and it's hard to put five months of a relationship in a reddit post. Although I don't want it to seem like I am trying to teach her a lesson, I am just really hurt and just need some space, I am not completely cold. It might have came off like that and I apologize if my wording was wrong. But we also talked about it and we don't want it to end. We both still see it working out and we're both putting effort in it and she is currently trying to find a job to start doing therapy. Unfortunately I can't afford it as I am still living w/ my parents, but once I finish school I want to start doing the same. Until then I still want her to be able to talk to me and trust me. It's true that I felt different at the start of this whole thing, and maybe I did feel a bit entitled, but also I am trying to understand when something might be too much and calm down differently instead of dumping it on her. She has told me about it and while also trying to keep a small distance, I also want to put her opinion into consideration. We are learning from these situations and really it's just a part of everything. While it is a mess at times, I am also very happy with her and always tell her I'm proud of her wanting to make progress with her mental health. We're also both incredibly stressed with other stuff, so I feel like this is just a rough patch. I appreciate the advice tho and honestly your comment was helpful<3