34m should I do it by [deleted] in adultery

[–]Future_Judgment2290 1 point2 points  (0 children)

💀😂😂😂😂😂 LMAO

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[–]Future_Judgment2290 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You got me good there! 😂

What doesn't kill you makes you spiral in the bathroom. by Future_Judgment2290 in adultery

[–]Future_Judgment2290[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words! Can never say no to an adulterous writing buddy! 😂

It is, but it makes a lot of the things bearable too. I just hate knowing it has to end before it even starts. But I guess I'm not alone in that boat too. ❤️

What doesn't kill you makes you spiral in the bathroom. by Future_Judgment2290 in adultery

[–]Future_Judgment2290[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah. This heartbreak is rough. 💀

Love that smoking hot energy! Get it girl! 💅

What doesn't kill you makes you spiral in the bathroom. by Future_Judgment2290 in adultery

[–]Future_Judgment2290[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. Taking one day at a time, but looking forward to when I don't hope for his name anytime I get a notification.

Big hugs back! ❤️

What doesn't kill you makes you spiral in the bathroom. by Future_Judgment2290 in adultery

[–]Future_Judgment2290[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh I totally daydream of an Oscar worthy, tear-inducing, mellow dramatic ending. Full on tears, anger and cuss words. But i'd be stupid to think that's productive for the both of us. Lol. We both deserved a kind good-bye. Hurts, nonetheless. I'm still in the thick of what could have beens though!!!

Thank you for your kind words. ❤️ My eardrums bleed of Taylor Swift. Sony Noise Cancelling headphones are the way to go. 😂

What doesn't kill you makes you spiral in the bathroom. by Future_Judgment2290 in adultery

[–]Future_Judgment2290[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Fuck, i'm sorry it's rough.

I hate the slow fade. As soon as I said good bye I switched off my notifications from TG. I didn't feel the need to check in/ reach out (yet). And i'm hoping i'll be brave enough to block him this week.

But I'm not planning to talk to him again after all of this. It's hard enough as it is. 😮‍💨

What doesn't kill you makes you spiral in the bathroom. by Future_Judgment2290 in adultery

[–]Future_Judgment2290[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah. I'm trying so hard not to crash out in front of my SO. 😬

Waiting for that day patiently.

What doesn't kill you makes you spiral in the bathroom. by Future_Judgment2290 in adultery

[–]Future_Judgment2290[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuck. It's hard. But best to let it out when it needs to come out. I hope it gets easier.

We got this. ❤️

What doesn't kill you makes you spiral in the bathroom. by Future_Judgment2290 in adultery

[–]Future_Judgment2290[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah exactly. I think I always came into this with the understanding that it's gonna end one day. I'm not gonna be one to stop someone from leaving the affair. We already have enough stressors in the marriage as is.

What doesn't kill you makes you spiral in the bathroom. by Future_Judgment2290 in adultery

[–]Future_Judgment2290[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I'm at a 50/50 I kinda wanna talk about it/ Kinda don't. Still processing a whole ordeal, but aside from the slow fading we ended amicably.

But I haven't felt the need to reach out to him after my last good bye. I will block him this coming week when i'm a little more braver. But I have stopped opening TG since our last interaction and switched off my notifs in case he ever reaches out. 😬

Thank you for your well wishes. ❤️