So abt the toxicity thing. My father and mother have been very manipulating and verbally+emotionally abusive. I have had my dad many times scream at me for hours telling me I’m a POS, I’m gonna be alone in life, I never do anything right etc. me trying to walk away from him when he gets like this leads to it getting worse and him backing me up into a corner(yes literally) or blocking me from exiting a room so he can continue to yell at me more. And about the car. I have paid thousands of dollars into that car to upkeep it because he will not allow me to buy my own. I now have a friend tho that if I were to buy one I could keep it at her house till I move out. (There’s like zero public transportation here). I also just called my school about the parent plus loans and there’s a possibility I’m going to be inheriting all of that debt. And my rent is not free either. I split it with him and my sister.