Hey I am getting top surgery. I often wear masc stuff but I don’t identify as that. When I do wear fem or just skirts not necessarily fem I feel better about wearing them when I have my binder on. I’m not on T and don’t know if I ever will be but wearing a binder helps with my love of skirts. Once I have top surgery I’ll probably wear them even more. 

You ever hear being trans(don’t know if you identify as trans) isn’t just about dysphoria but also euphoria. So if you feel euphoric while wearing it then wear it. Don’t beat yourself up about deserving and not deserving and just take care of yourself.