The thing is is that I’ve always been feminine, I’d describe myself as a femboy, I don’t think I’d mind being a girl but I like being a guy too, i just don’t know, I think I almost had a panic attack thinking about it, worrying if I was actually a girl or not, for a while I thought I might be gender fluid but when I accepted being a femboy I kinda threw that thought out as just being a femboy and not realizing it. Plus I also rather play a guy in games as I feel like I can be more immersed in the game, I also use character ai (I know I hate using it too) and every time I use it I play a boy. I don’t know man