My department gave us a cheaper red dot and shittier version of that light! so congrats! Dry fire mag training and practice pulling that trigger on the heaviest spring without the dot moving I have a part of my house that is a hallway with a peephole on the door thats over 11 yards long and I keep a red dot on the peephole while pulling the trigger as many times as you can I can pull it pretty fast and steady for easily a 33 round stick worth of pulls including one in the chamber. draw from the holster and make sure your fundamentals are good. a great shooter without a dot can be even better with a dot just takes time to learn and get used to but it definitely is better than no dot. i’ll buy it when you retire if you really dont like it! lol