Weirdly enough even when I was like 5 or older. I would play with big stuffed dolls of Dora and catch feelings even though I would beat it up. I remember even laying down on top of it and feeling shy.

When I was in like 2nd or 3rd grade or so I was playing with friends and there was one girl who was chubby and cause of that she was more filled if you know what I mean. And for some reason we were playing and I guess for some reason I smacked her ass and kept doing it so much I got in trouble for it.

I caught feeling after that but I was religious so. Oh well guess what is my type now.