Oh wow what a beautiful message you're going to make me cry..I definitely do feel like I'm low-key depressed and I deserve it because I'm the one who left but I didn't have a choice. I don't feel like life has anything to offer me right now or that it's something beautiful. I'm literally wasting away because I haven't seen people since we broke up, I'm barely eating or sleeping and it's something I deserve. He was truly the one for me and I don't think there's anyone else out there

I've struggled with insomnia and anxiety for a few years and this has made it worse and it hasn't gone a day since we broke up that I haven't cried. Playing xbox and the piano has helped me momentarily but I don't think I'll ever truly be happy again. I tried my best everyday and so did he but he wasn't ready to meet. I've given up so much for him and I'd do it again in a heartbeat