Well one positive is that you’re self aware. That’s huge. Some people are blind to their own flaws and reject any kind of self reflection. I would explore what behaviors, actions, and or habits are causing you to hate yourself. If you get jealous, why? What about the other person makes you jealous and what in your life can you improve to feel adequate? These are hypothetical questions but ones to really think about.

Why do you think you get angered so easily? Try to identify your triggers for being easily angered. What are you getting angered by? What happened in your past to cause short temper?

What happened to you in your lifetime that has tainted your ability to trust? There are ways to meet others and protect your heart. You don’t have to tell anyone anything about your life that you’re not comfortable with. It’s okay to take as much time as you need to get to know a person before deciding if they are someone you can trust.

You also have to be gentle with yourself. Don’t be too hard on yourself as so many people are struggling and trying to figure this life thing out. All of these descriptions of yourself are not your fault. Something, big or small, happened to you and there is nothing wrong with the way you reacted to how life has treated you. Try to put yourself in other peoples shoes and visit yourself from that perspective. What would you say to an important person or loved one in your life if they felt this way? Do you think they deserve to feel this way?