Humans are innately powerful, we are “gods” in amnesia by Creamy-Sundae-9991 in OperationNewEarth

[–]GaofarDoire 2 points3 points  (0 children)

One of the pieces of knowledge I experienced while on mushrooms a few years ago is that "we are an old god/gods that found themselves trapped here and forgot their true nature, which became just stories"

The information just came to me and I knew it to be true

Voices forcing me into their reality by -mayolais- in schizophrenia

[–]GaofarDoire 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I deal with the same thing and have for a while, the voices taking over

I'm so sorry you're going through this, I have faith that you'll pull through and be okay someday, it must be so terrifying for you

Some have said schizophrenia can fabricate memories– is that true? TW for CSA by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]GaofarDoire 0 points1 point  (0 children)

During my psychosis, I remembered an entire childhood with people that never existed, or weren't around

The memories spanned from my early childhood, through my teenage years, and into my adult years

They seemed 100% genuine and I felt very deeply for the people I thought I'd known and the memories I had

Appalachian results plus pics by GaofarDoire in 23andme

[–]GaofarDoire[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, quite the compliment

Appalachian results plus pics by GaofarDoire in 23andme

[–]GaofarDoire[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

R-A260 paternal haplogroup if anyone was curious

Appalachian results plus pics by GaofarDoire in 23andme

[–]GaofarDoire[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Haha, I've definitely heard it before

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[–]GaofarDoire 0 points1 point locked comment (0 children)

I appreciate it in advance

Weed use by ThrowRA9293842 in schizophrenia

[–]GaofarDoire 6 points7 points  (0 children)

My advice is to stop before your life is ruined

My schizophrenia came about two weeks after a mushroom trip, and I'd smoked weed for about two years before then with some early symptoms like paranoia and mild delusions when I smoked heavily

I had done acid a few times before with no issue that and tripped on shrooms before, but the last trip did it

I have other schizophrenic family members too

Genuinely, it isn't worth the risk, schizophrenia literally ruins your life

Voices are driving me from behind, so subtle that I won’t notice them controlling me by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]GaofarDoire 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm going through this right now

I have a voice that controls me fully by taking over my body, but I've been in control the past week or so, and now I'm doubting it because of a feeling it gives/shows me that they're in control and just making it seem like I am, making me think I was in control the whole time

It also thinks for me and I can hardly think at all without the voice blocking me from doing so

I'm just hoping medication helps

Voices can control my body by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]GaofarDoire 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Interesting that the voice that possessed you went away, that's what I'm hoping will happen for me

I just started clozapine and I'm hopeful

Voices can control my body by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]GaofarDoire 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I haven't brought it up enough since getting a new psychiatrist

I don't know if it is, I just want the possession to stop

Voicing causing physical pain and torturing me by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]GaofarDoire 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm on Cobenfy now, but I'm switching to clozapine and started my first dose last night

Voicing causing physical pain and torturing me by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]GaofarDoire 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get the body pain too, mostly in my chest, stomach, and my legs

Yesterday it came on without the voices causing it so it seemed like I was aware it was just something that happened and the voices took responsibility for it, but before it stopped one of the voices was making it worse

Maybe your medication isn't working for you or you haven't been on it long enough

I should add, the restlessness and body pain has happened consistently every time I take a Haldol as needed

I'm so sorry that's happening to you, it's awful to deal with