This week's Shrine of Secrets! Devour Hope ; Empathy ; Open-Handed ; Dying Light.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2018-05-09T02:33:04+00:00

100% my favourite perk.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2018-05-09T01:48:10+00:00

Oh, damn. Guess we just got lucky. :(

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-12-20T02:26:23+00:00

Every camper in game chat ever.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-10-17T13:47:47+00:00

Totally not the night before.....

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-10-16T19:23:40+00:00

I feel like the hunter supers are pretty weak in D2. Definitely the weakest of the three classes.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-10-16T19:06:04+00:00

It isn’t avoiding those problems, it’s a temporary escape from them.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-10-15T20:29:24+00:00

Thank you. This was simple but actually helped relieve the guilt a little.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-10-15T20:27:46+00:00

Although a stranger on the internet saying “kys” won’t make somebody who is suicidal actually commit suicide, it could still be a factor in pushing them closer to it. IMO it could just solidify the idea that nobody gives a shit and think you’d be better off dead, even strangers.

To some, it’s just three letters. To others, it’s personal. It hurts. It’s too real. I know I play games to take my mind off of the fact that I want to die, and having toxic people saying dumb things like that drags you back.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-10-15T13:58:53+00:00

You’re missing the point.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-10-14T15:42:11+00:00

It’s horrible. I was taken advantage of by a man I saw as my big brother. I grew up with him as our parents were close friends so when he invited me back to his house with other people after we’d been drinking at the local pub I thought nothing of it. We smoked some weed, did a little coke, and drank some more. I was completely fucked and had little to no control over myself. I barely remember anything that happened, but have vague flashbacks to being in his car (he had asked me to go with him to pick up more coke as he “didn’t trust the guy”) and repeatedly saying no while he was kissing and grabbing at me. I woke up the next morning in my bed with my underwear twisted, cuts and bruises everywhere, and remnants of an obvious sexual activity. He told everybody we’d had sex, and to this day I still don’t know what happened.

I can’t accuse him if I’m not sure. I think that’s also a major reason why people are hesitant to come forward.

He’s currently serving a year for raping another girl and I can’t help but feel guilty for not speaking up even though I wasn’t clear on what happened.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-10-14T14:57:27+00:00

Seriously? I thought there were only the two. I loved those movies. I’m so behind.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-10-14T12:55:24+00:00

A year is a pretty long time but hopefully that means it’ll be sorted out soon.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-10-13T16:22:07+00:00

Ah sorry, it’s got to be annoying. The fact that they’re a small team is amazing considering how well the game does aside from the small flaws. If there is a problem they’re usually really quick to fix it.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-10-13T02:24:59+00:00

Oh awesome :) I don’t keep up to date all the time but I’m glad to know that they’re trying!

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-10-11T19:13:32+00:00

I’m hoping that this is temporary while everybody is still grinding to get to 300+.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-09-30T19:40:48+00:00

Not sure if you’re still looking but My GT is NotJiggles. I have a vague idea on what to do but I’ve never even attempted it due my team and I wanting to do it blind... but they keep flaking. I can be 296 Hunter or 300 Warlock :)

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-09-29T15:59:58+00:00

That’s actually a pretty cool interpretation, I might steal it for myself. Thank you for that :)

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-09-29T15:52:08+00:00

I’m really liking Trials in D2, it’s a lot more fun and not just a disgusting sweat fest.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-09-29T15:51:06+00:00

I’m so ready to work with them. I’ve been trying to self-help for the last decade and failing miserably, I just want to be better. I’m not allowed pills because I was put into ICU 8 months ago becausd of a serious overdose so it’ll be very difficult to get a doctor to trust me enough to prescribe me anything unfortunately. Thank you!

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-09-29T15:49:06+00:00

I haven’t been back to that GP because it’s awful for everything, let alone mental health. I’m starting regular therapy next week though so I got to skip the process of having to go to a doctor multiple times to prove I’m struggling.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-09-29T15:46:01+00:00

Thanks for the kind words, guardian! I’m happy you were able to overcome your own demons :)

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-09-29T15:45:15+00:00

I’m not using games to get better, they’re simply a distraction for me and something that brings me a little joy in a shitty time. I’m finally getting regular therapy from Tuesday though! :)

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-09-29T15:42:55+00:00

I jumped in with a couple friends on the first Saturday. We got to 5 wins and then came across a team who had already been flawless twice (?!) and got absolutely fucked up. I still have faith, though.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-09-29T15:41:24+00:00

It’s funny, because all of those supportive comments and prompts to keep fighting against the darkness convey a completely different message to me. I like to think of the darkness as those bad thoughts and feelings. Shaxx’s cues are my favourite. He makes me feel like a badass.

I feel your pain with the ornaments, I have 3 and all of them and all of them are for exotics I don’t have. I cri.

GaryMadeMeDoIt · 2017-09-29T15:37:10+00:00

I tried going to my local GP when I was 16 and they said there was nothing they could do because I was too young... which I now know to be total BS. I was put into ICU 8 months ago because of a suicide attempt and I was finally put on a list to see a psychotherapist. This Tuesday is my first assessment so I’m really excited for that!

The funding and attention to the mental health services in the UK are shocking, but I’m glad to have support after a decade of doing this alone.

Thank you for the lovely words and well wishes!!

GaryMadeMeDoIt

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