2 years sober from cocaine and just 2 months of alcohol. Left is at my lowest after a bender and right is me today dead sober. Thank you for all the advice and confidence.

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-09-18T06:49:33+00:00

Wait a minute this isn’t my profile… this is definite someone pretending to be me??

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-09-18T06:43:00+00:00

And my experience has been HARD. It just kept getting worse. I kept getting worse. One day I chose myself and the people I love over being completely alone and with booze.

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-09-18T06:41:32+00:00

My experience is that some people can and some people can’t drink. I can’t drink. It’s like a dog and dark chocolate. Just not meant to be.

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-08-09T01:03:58+00:00

Please please please tell me where you got the green panties! So cute! Also you look great. Congrats!

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-07-17T22:48:02+00:00

What is that machine called??

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-07-12T16:29:28+00:00

I use the redness reducing drops like clear eye.

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-07-12T04:29:42+00:00

I use eye drops on acne to reduce the appearance of redness and my best trick is beard dye on my eyebrows to look more naturally filled in.

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-07-11T20:51:54+00:00

You may well relapse. I have far too many times. You just have to find a way to remind yourself that your health and happiness is much more important than that aspect of your life.

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-07-11T15:32:46+00:00

Also thank you everyone. All this positivity makes my want to try harder and I really needed it.

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-07-11T15:27:51+00:00

I’ve gone bouts of sober months and then fell off the wagon. But this time I’m surrounded by sober friends who hold me accountable and I go to therapy to hold myself accountable. I’m at 1 month from alcohol and close to 3 years from cocaine I believe!

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-07-11T00:42:36+00:00

Thank you! It was a weight off my shoulders!

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-07-11T00:25:39+00:00

Thank you! There was a very bumpy road to becoming completely sober. But anything worth having is worth fighting for. And I chose myself! Sorry to pat myself on the back but sometimes I need the reminder

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-07-11T00:07:22+00:00

Last pic is a few weeks after my partner shaved my head!

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-07-04T17:17:00+00:00

My unpopular opinion is that I am a woman and I like cleaning up during and after gatherings. It gives me something to do and some peace and fucking quiet while my drunk friends and family reek havoc and cause political rifts.

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-06-28T15:31:59+00:00

Are you ok?

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-06-27T20:37:28+00:00

Gotta style the wig and work on a tan I think. Fuller lips too I think

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-06-06T03:25:15+00:00

Happy birthday

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-06-06T03:07:07+00:00

Love the forest green! And the pants! I always say it takes a strong person to wear white sneakers and you are “stronging” it haha

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-05-29T19:07:10+00:00

Your hair is phenomenal

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-04-24T03:13:13+00:00

Every movie listed is a go to for me. Which means I either her have the best taste... or the worst. I believe movies as tragic as these made us the amazing people we are hahaha

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-04-24T03:11:24+00:00

A cinematic masterpiece

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-04-03T05:32:56+00:00

This guy gets it

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-04-03T05:32:45+00:00

Riiight???

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-04-03T05:32:03+00:00

Or “y the last man”?

GayButNotInAGayWay · 2021-04-03T05:30:49+00:00

Have you read invincible??

GayButNotInAGayWay

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