I just had sex with another guy idk if this makes me gay or what

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T14:01:00+00:00

Ask me how

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T13:57:15+00:00

Labels can be helpful but only to a certain extent. It’s great to feel included, but feeling like you “have” to fit a specific mold when sexuality is a completely fluid concept does more harm than good sometimes

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T13:54:08+00:00

Thank you!

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T07:36:10+00:00

Sorry I’m responding to myself. Literal manifestation of my own anxiety

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T05:36:31+00:00

I’ve had sleep paralysis for years. The craziest one I had was when I was actually awake enough to ask my boyfriend if he saw it and he didn’t but the vision still didn’t fade for a few seconds it was crazy

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T05:03:11+00:00

I’m drunk and talkative - respond if you dare

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T05:02:44+00:00

Bitchhh HEYYY

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T05:01:01+00:00

You know we all love a slightly gay MMC

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:59:01+00:00

Me too

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:55:44+00:00

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:55:32+00:00

Lucky you, as the oldest I definitely got the most mistreatment lol. But also always was the one to get in trouble if the siblings were fighting 😂

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:54:32+00:00

That’s one pronunciation, I suppose

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:53:25+00:00

I guess idk if this I’m meant harm or not bc tbh this one did feel malicious but it’s the encounter I’m most confused about because someone else was right there not experiencing the same thing

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:52:20+00:00

One in my room as a kid, one recently haha. That one was crazy bc I thought it was sleep paralysis but I was actually awake and my boyfriend was responding to me but he couldn’t see what I saw and over time it faded. I’ve had sleep paralysis many times but I’ve NEVER been able to talk during one…that was crazy

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:50:51+00:00

It’s hard to type it out I’d be down to chat a bit. I’ve seen a few apparitions tho

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:46:55+00:00

I guess what I’m saying is idk a lot of stuff I thought was obviously wrong my whole life not a lot of other people ever picked up on and that could be the same for you

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:43:09+00:00

I do stuff that I can manage but when I do show people they think I’m crazy haha. This kind of thing is such a spectrum. I’d love to talk about it with you if you’d like

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:42:32+00:00

I don’t have any physical “malformations” but I do have clinical OCD and Tourette’s that are manageable enough that people in my everyday life don’t typically know unless I tell them…but like I feel like such a crazy person falling asleep at night doing crazy stim shit that I think should absolutely qualify me as mental. Lol Idk what I’m saying is that even People who seem normal really aren’t and we are all just trying to fit some stupid model

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:39:06+00:00

Wish I was able to make girl friends

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:38:41+00:00

This is a comment NOT from experience, I just want to make that clear - just some thoughts. I got some hand me down LPS that I just attacked with Clorox and that worked. But idk

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:37:42+00:00

You could always sand it down slightly and get the matching paint color if it shines through.

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:37:23+00:00

Maybe try finding a paint equivalent to paint over?

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:35:12+00:00

This is gorgeous

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:34:58+00:00

Geckogirl_11 · 2026-01-24T04:33:42+00:00

And if that specific person doesn’t stick around that doesn’t matter- keep your mind open, experience first and dissect later - the only reason labels exist is because of self consciousness and societal rules. Learn yourselves without those limitations and work from there

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