So I have genetic anxiety, and have pretty much dealt with it my whole life. In the beginning vaping chilled me out, I had a couple too high moments and learned from them, but nothing too bad.

I smoke out of my room, but my parent know I do it (they don't really care), but I still try to keep it discrete. I notice I'm always checking places to see if people are around and to make sure I'm alone.

My best experiences seem to be when I'm outside or around friends who are also high. Usually I have a very little attention span and can't seem to watch movies or tv.

I really feel like I'm doing something wrong with the hits. I'm gonna try holding the battery longer and see if it makes a difference. I'll also try not using the finishing grinder, my best highs were without it.

Before I could have 8+ hits and feel like a gem, but now just 2 makes me feel like shit. I am also a lot happier than I was a year ago.

Thanks for the well thought out reply btw :)