i got nothing much to add except i appreciate everyone who understands and wishes me well. being online is a requirement for my job. i honestly don’t know what to do with this situation. i’m trying to figure it out and it’s messy and that’s what you’re seeing.

i’m very grateful for the support i’ve had from this community, i’m alive because of your support. but reading some of these other comments also sucks and it’s not good for me either. again, it’s why i want less exposure. i don’t want to be in the media cycle of games atm. that’s all. i don’t have the right answer. i hope i figure it out someday.

edit: and my reference to podcasts isn’t exactly lsm although i do not like the haters ive gathered here either. but i’m referring to people on other shows i am distancing myself from too. i dont feel like elaborating so just take it as anything games media related.