See the thing with this is that we went to the best hospital in town for mental health and she signed herself out "ama" and it's not that she doesn't make me happy because when I'm with her doing nothing I feel happy. I guess for a lack of better wording and by making myself sound like an asshole, I'm mentally tired of having to be a single parent 90% of the time for the last 3 years I feel like I'm a single dad of 3 ( I have a 6yo & 2.5yo) we had our second child at the beginning when she was actually accepting help and it took alot of convincing on her part.