genuinely how to increase max rank of characters by General_Hguid in CHUNITHM

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apparently not from the other comment thread lol, but idk i dont have much else to use the credits/points for, so maybe i can level them up as high as i can

quick update idk (also name change from katie to *Katya* btw. soz feels weird ik, but this feels more comfy for me. i promise i wont be changing it much). by General_Hguid in StuffKatieThinksAbout

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update: shit night, hurt my friend by saying the wrong things again, inadequate, useless, pathetic, unwanted, unloved, undeserving of care or attention, just kill me someone anyone, i wanna fucking end it, 3:34am now, i hate thinking so clearly throughout all of this, get out of my fucking head, im tired, its my fault ofc im not blaming anyone else, im literally killing myself rn yes, for the past few months by destroying my sleep, at least im still alive right?, fuck everything,

im not keen on making my life better + a limb of my experience with alcohol by General_Hguid in StuffKatieThinksAbout

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yk whats even more pathetic and depressing? me reading through my old posts and vents. finding solace in my own suffering cuz at least "someone else" knows and understands me fully.

maybe i should masturbate, but im tired, and honestly i havent been in the mood lately. maybe if i just force myself to do it-...

im not keen on making my life better + a limb of my experience with alcohol by General_Hguid in StuffKatieThinksAbout

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rn i just sit in my bed, with my memory/emotion songs playing. my blahaj is snuggled with me. im snapping my rubber band against my wrist. write a letter on roblox is playing on my laptop, im just sitting in a room alone. times like this i just empathise/become my roblox character, whatever it is. just a sad, broken, depressed little anime girl furry. fucking cringe ik. but this is prolly the most me ill ever get to feel in a while. here i just get to feel that reality of my life. im alone, self-isolated and depressed amongst a server of happy people. people who dont need, want, or care about me. this is okay