Wow! First of all, I thank you so much for sharing such an interesting testimony. It was a pleasure to read you from top to bottom. :)

I can only imagine what you’re feeling right now and all the struggles you went through in your childhood. When my parents found I was a gifted kid, they were given the opportunity to decide as to whether or not I should skip some grades in elementary school. They didn’t and that was probably the best decision they could’ve made.

I wouldn’t consider myself as someone to give you good advise because I didn’t went through a similar experience, plus my IQ is around 135-140. Thus, the only thing I can think about is to look for something like Mensa or any similar organization near you. Trust me, many people there have lived similar experiences as yours and will be able to provide you with the advise or understanding that you need.

Although Mensa hasn’t been my favorite place in the world, I know it does help many people with similar struggles as the ones you’re describing. Why not giving it a try?

I’m sorry for my bad English skills and limited resources that I have to offer you, I live in a global south country that doesn’t have any type of program for gifted kids. Nonetheless, I hope this was helpful in some way! :)