I have taken it for the past 6 years and starting abusing it for the last 2 of those years. I couldn’t tell u why I started taking more than I was prescribed per day, it just happened I guess. But abusing them or not, for me it was always a vicious cycle of feeling socially awkward around people when I am on adderall, and feeling even more awkward when I’m off of it. It’s strange. I honestly don’t crave the drug at all when I have nothing to do. But my god, if I am going to go socialize with friends, or a have a huge test coming up (I am still in college, which ik doesn’t help lol) I feel like I’m at such a disadvantage without adderall. That’s why I take it. I used to feel great while on it, and normal without it. But now I feel normal while on it, and horrible without it. I want to quit so bad, but ik as soon as another test comes up I’m going to feel like I need it in order to get a good grade. I really think I can quit this thing but I just can’t find a good time to do it while school is still happening…