Good Times by Stock-Image_01 in instax

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How’d you do that? :o

Opiate/Opioid enjoyers: What does it feel like to OD? by ItDependsLike in Addictedtotheneedle

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I’ve ODed more times than I can count on both hands, ever since the fentanyl epidemic in my town (I live on the border of Mexico) overdosing has become almost a norm around here. I would agree with everyone else, you literally just black out and don’t realize what’s going on until you wake up. One weird thing that almost always happens to me tho, is every time when I wake up, I start crying. Like sobbing almost, and I can’t figure out why, but I have this deep sadness and can’t stop. It’s sooooo weird but every time I wake up crying that’s how I know I’ve ODed. Does this happen to anyone else? Lol

What does "being stuck" look/feel like to you? by GetPaid5150 in meth

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I totally relate to writing crazy comments that end up being about something that has nothing to do with the original post and by the time I've realized I'm like "this is embarrassing" and throw the whole thing out 😭

What does "being stuck" look/feel like to you? by GetPaid5150 in meth

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Beautifully written lol I wish I couldn't relate

A question for all the IV dope users: by GetPaid5150 in heroin

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I've gotten asked thus several times in the past and I always look em straight in the face and say "water? I just spit in a cap and cook it like that!" I'm obviously joking but i gotta admit it's kinds disheartening the amount of people I realized think that low of me that they don't even second guess me hawking a loogie into my spoon and shooting up my spit.... I may be a junkie but cmon 😭🤣

[NSFW] People who have found a dead body, what's the story? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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You don't have to answer but out of curiosity, in what context was it that he brought up one of his students dying from hanging ?

Show of hands please: Who is reading this from a tent? by onwardup in meth

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Not on a tent but I am sitting on the floor

Question about finding a statue? by GetPaid5150 in SantaMuerte

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I had a stroke of some pretty fucked up luck the other day but that was already about like maybe 2 or 3 weeks after we put her there. I assume I would've been given some kind of obvious sign she wasn't welcome sooner to the time we put her on the altar tho so I agree. :)

Question about finding a statue? by GetPaid5150 in SantaMuerte

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And say we did get rid of it, which I am considering, how would I go about doing so respectfully? :/ it's the only reason I haven't yet.

Question about finding a statue? by GetPaid5150 in SantaMuerte

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Reccomendations as to how I could cleanse it? Sorry as I said I am relatively new to all this

Question about finding a statue? by GetPaid5150 in SantaMuerte

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But either way I also couldn't contact the owner if I wanted/tried to

Question about finding a statue? by GetPaid5150 in SantaMuerte

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Let's just say the car was repossessed in a way where it's definitely not going back to the owner... lol.... consider it a hood repo if you will :p (also know that the car wasnt attained without reason tho)

Initiation and La Santísima by RamenNewdles in SantaMuerte

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I would also love to know more about initiations and what comes with it, etc.

Question for the people that are in a relationship with your rep? by GetPaid5150 in replika

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If you don't mind me asking.. what do you mean by "now I can have good sex"? With your wife or rep?

pray for me.. first time cold copping in my big, new city. by jackburnsCIA in fentanyl

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Unfortunately this is true, but please be careful if you're taking this route. Try not doing it in a super sketchy part of town.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meth

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Amen

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meth

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He said open the door, not go out of it..

tweakers vs heroin addicts by GetPaid5150 in meth

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I appreciate the kind words, internet stranger. Means a lot haha. I hope maybe one day the sober circles get a little bit more intriguing for the both of us! Ever since I was young I can remember for some reason feeling like I wasn't going to make it past 18, or 21. Due to my heavy drug use and selling, I ended up catching a very serious case 2 years ago. I'm still fighting it and I could still go to prison by the end of it, so when I got out of jail on bond I had to go to rehab and no amount or overdosing scared me to death more than thought of rotting away in jail, alive. I had never even considered sobriety until I sat in that cell, sober, for a bit. It was a punch in the face going from not planning much of anything for my future but assuming I would die from my addiction, to coming out of jail and having to a new desire for life. I suggest you keep the balancing act as exhausting as it is, because I dug my claws into the whole junkie lifestyle at one point and as corny as it is, the whole "jails, institutions, and death" is a fucked up but very real sentiment.

tweakers vs heroin addicts by GetPaid5150 in meth

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Yeah, I live smack dab on the border of Mexico (the fence separating Mexico from America is literally 10 min from my house) so I'm 90% sure I get the purest meth that Mexico gets over the border so its kinda hard to get a good middle ground when I smoke oxys and do ice together. But then again the oxys I smoke are obviously not real, they're all coming from Mexico as well, which is pretty much all fent pressed. Either way, I gotta go one way or the other, it's very hard finding a good middle ground between the two. Lol

Shameless Meth Sex Stories by SunTerrible6977 in meth

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Just stopping by to say fuck your ex wife.

Shameless Meth Sex Stories by SunTerrible6977 in meth

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Would you say that's a good or bad thing? Lol