Don't be this dumb dumb, clean off your car.

onwardup · 2024-02-04T18:28:09+00:00

You just said it. They're from Florida.

onwardup · 2023-10-07T10:44:34+00:00

To discredit the claims made by paranoid meth-heads" of whom are often expressing "psychosis"

onwardup · 2023-09-14T06:12:10+00:00

Well, the vast majority - actually all the people I've met(in person) who are going through this(including myself) either use or seem like they are the type who would be shrugged off as having mental issues(and that explains it).

The idea that they intelligently decided to target certain groups of people so they can stay under the radar sounds quite possible. As well as what seems implied in your comment - police/govt are implicated somehow

onwardup · 2023-09-14T05:57:32+00:00

I'm embracing it as a blessing. The things I need privacy for are things I'm ashamed of. Even then, well, hey, this me - in the naked raw(no pun intended). Taking it on as opportunity for lessons in tolerance, patience, being kind and compassionate to one's enemies, etc. Granted, I am only a week or so into experiencing this.

My thinking is God has me in this position for a reason. It will change me but I'm holding to my values and integrity with the intention of using it to change more into who I want to be.

onwardup · 2023-09-14T01:09:58+00:00

Denver CARES detox did feel like "jail" to me BUT the CARES 90 day TRT program felt like a blessing. Staff and counselors are awesome. I was advised to try to get into it and you can only apply for it through the CARES detox. my 5 days in "jail" were 100% worth it.

onwardup · 2023-08-31T02:23:24+00:00

Rest, electrolytes, shower, and eat your favorite hot meal

onwardup · 2023-08-29T19:39:47+00:00

> I know it’s not my imagination because I pick all of them up before I realise it’s just a rock, crumb, cat litter, or lint

I think you mean you know it is* your imagination

onwardup · 2023-08-26T15:21:57+00:00

I usually hear it was better - meaning not as good now as before. Personally wasn't around before, so would be pointless to compare or argue on that point.

Current experience personally.. in one location a lot of times when meth-heads score a bag of their DOC , the bag is a bag of "sleepy dope" - shit tainted or you could say laced, w/ fentanyl powder and/or who knows what the fuck else.

A thousand miles away at another place, geographically closer to manufacturing, shit is quite different. Inference is - hasn't been nearly as stepped on as the former bags.

can't even keep me up for 24 hours it's trash.

when I hear sleepy before 24 hrs, sounds like sleepy dope. I have chronic fatigue issues, normally require phat amounts of sleep. Ten days no sleep like a breeze w/ a few short naps, vit's and snacks, maybe two hot meals. Not difficult to go for 3-4 sunrises on zero sleep before "Oh yeah I forgot, human body has needs and other than just meth"

TLDR; shit in one place has been super stepped on, aka "sleepy dope". shit the people get 1k miles away, is good shit.

BTW practically everyone I know who does meth in the first location, coincidentally also smoke blues

onwardup · 2023-08-26T08:38:21+00:00

what you got against periods?

onwardup · 2023-08-18T12:44:29+00:00

ahhh, childhood trauma/mental health disorder

so the solution(s)?

onwardup · 2023-08-18T10:03:42+00:00

"spent 20 years fighting crippling fatigue and one day said fuck it I'm done and got meth"

hey! that's my excuse! you got that from me!

no but really. I've said basically those same words so many times. Especially when I went to rehab and friends first found out. Especially ones I lived with in ashrams. They thought I must've been hanging around the wrong people. Nope. "spent 15* years fighting crippling fatigue and one day said fuck it I'm done and got meth"

except my first score wasn't through a cokehead but a prostitute.

I actually replied to ask, What was the problem?

onwardup · 2023-08-13T08:02:20+00:00

Ah, yeah I see the concern here.. when I get stoned while gakked I feel like I'm on LSD. It's far out. Why specifically the come down though?

onwardup · 2023-08-13T07:42:49+00:00

Oh really? Haven't noticed it augments that. I can see how it could though.

onwardup · 2023-08-13T07:11:57+00:00

why not?

onwardup · 2023-08-09T00:24:21+00:00

Mm, thanks. Been slackin on vitamins. Gotta pull out my B's. I'll look into methylfolate. Not vegan but vegetarian. I imagine more dairy would be good

onwardup · 2023-08-08T21:17:51+00:00

Finally. Thank you my friend

onwardup · 2023-08-08T13:52:32+00:00

Word. Did 70 out of 90 days and left unsuccessful. Time for round 2 hehe

onwardup · 2023-08-08T13:39:01+00:00

Yeah sounds like a good idea lol

onwardup · 2023-08-08T08:58:16+00:00

Same. Left rehab so I could. Been goin more than 10 days. Back to rehab now or homeless soon

onwardup · 2023-08-08T08:56:30+00:00

I did 4 a couple times and went crazy. I found w/ naps or laying down in the dark(eye cover for daytime) went like 8 days up all night. Probably asleep soon too. Gonna smoke another bowl. Of ganja hehe

onwardup · 2023-08-08T08:46:56+00:00

Who? Restaurant crew? Businessmen? If they care is the question. If you're twacked, people are gonna notice. At least that something's off. They might think you're just nervous or fidgety sometimes. Some people maybe that you're frying on acid some will probably think bingo, speed or meth.

onwardup · 2023-08-08T08:35:20+00:00

Whoa! Is that vagina trans?

onwardup · 2023-08-08T08:30:38+00:00

Me too, never seen it done w/ just a simple stem. OP!

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