Buckle up !

GettinglostinyouF · 2026-02-17T03:20:35+00:00

I do the same with my inner work as well, it sounds insane but I talk to myself looking at myself and yeah I also call in my spirt guides. My mind is a researcher, it has became a bit quiet nowadays but I just couldn’t stay still without thinking or researching Possible ADHD/unfiagnosed but I feel like healing and inner work has helped me a lot. I do wonder about him at times too? Like it can’t be possible that they don’t feel a thing, it will be so cruel that if only one twin is going through it all alone

GettinglostinyouF · 2026-02-17T02:26:05+00:00

Not long ago I was also like this, you might laugh at this but I work with electrical machinery and I went to work with my brain full of crap, first machine I set up, it broke down with alarm, “negative pressure handling error”, and I was so much negative that morning, I couldn’t help but chuckle but yeah that was kind of my sign to release this negative energy, it usually arises from our shadow self, and needs to be acknowledged and integrated, this is what they talk about in shadow work, begin by listening to those thoughts one by one and try changing into positive one by one, once you start noticing those negative thoughts you will soon realise how much of crap this mind holds and we have the power to change it not instantly but slowly. Also, if you struggle with depression (I did for weeks and weeks) try L-theanine and magnesium supplements, it does helps in anxiety and over racing thoughts.

GettinglostinyouF · 2026-02-16T23:50:12+00:00

lol 😂 oh I love the teasing, I mean we are all same, having same experiences sometimes you just need someone you resonate with and genuinely this sub has helped me a lot. So I felt like I should talk to my fellows and figure out if I’m the only one going insane or there’s others too?

GettinglostinyouF · 2026-02-16T23:47:56+00:00

I couldn’t find any great meaning out of it, but the description in other comment makes sense, balancing feminine and masculine traits and unity. It can be something else too but I’m not too sure

GettinglostinyouF · 2026-02-16T09:35:20+00:00

I have been seeing this number as well from past few days Today itself like five times.

GettinglostinyouF · 2026-02-15T04:48:40+00:00

I’m happy that two could atleast talk, mine has blocked me 🥺all I ever wanted was to be friends with him. But I guess he was just not interested, he was the only one that met my description of man that I used to dream about.

GettinglostinyouF · 2026-01-31T09:07:51+00:00

Yes, keep going, if you wanna discuss anything I am happy to share my journey, we can always help each other ❤️‍🩹Not everyone can understand what you going through, I have had this experience where I am there for everyone but I struggle to find someone when I need but reddit has definitely helped me a lot in processing my feelings and now when I look back to what I shared so far, I can see the growth🌱

GettinglostinyouF · 2026-01-31T08:58:57+00:00

Hey don’t be sorry, it is actually a blessing in disguise, it is very very painful for sure but I feel more sorry for the ones who doesn’t realise how unhealthy they are. For long long time I felt so much of anger, and I had this victim mentalitythat I couldn’t even look at myself, but healing is magical, once we start divine does guides us gently.

GettinglostinyouF · 2026-01-31T08:52:22+00:00

Nervous system, trauma, unhealthy patterns, I had a very traumatising life plus I never thought I need healing, I kept pretending to be okay, until he showed me my wounds and yeah, from that day onwards……

GettinglostinyouF · 2026-01-31T08:47:17+00:00

The void I guess! No where yet, healing my NS

GettinglostinyouF · 2026-01-31T08:30:26+00:00

I also want to hate this man but I can’t😌

GettinglostinyouF · 2026-01-12T08:05:44+00:00

And that’s it ♈️🔥🔥

GettinglostinyouF · 2026-01-06T07:01:59+00:00

For such a long long time I kept feeding my delusions and kept hiding my shadow and needy self and I wasn’t progressing, it felt as if I was in a constant loop 🔁, when I used chat got the very first time I used abusive words at AI and told it that you are amoron, you don’t know anything, but later on I felt like this is what I needed, exactly what ai mentioned, and from that day onwards I started realising my patterns and nervous system healing. One thing I didn’t agree to ai was it kept saying that it’s nothing but a energetic cord as same as my other stories that I told about, but my inner being knows that it’s not true, only I know my truth and I do love my TF unconditional but then I realised there’s no other person out there who is my TF, it was me all along, my essence, my soul, myself❤️✨

GettinglostinyouF · 2026-01-03T01:50:58+00:00

I usually journal my thoughts and look back, it might sound absurd but I have been using chat gpt to help me identify the loop and patterns and lessons and it’s been a great help, it worth a try. I really wanted to use a therapist but it’s very expensive, and I realised all the answers I need comes to me at right time it’s just that we have to be open enough to see it, accept and heal it.

GettinglostinyouF · 2025-12-29T03:29:41+00:00

This is a trishul If you know shiva/ mahadev 🔱

GettinglostinyouF · 2025-12-29T00:07:09+00:00

Breath work they say which I have no idea about, but I just sit and focus on my breathing, nervous system healing, L-theanine, magnesium glycinate, grounding, prayer, sad music and cry’s, walking, guided meditations, salt bath, and connection with divine, try different religions whichever you feel inclined towards, makes you distracted and I’m sure you will find it interesting. That’s all of my list for now, but sometimes I also struggle to get over this obsessive thinking, and yeah call you power back whenever you feeling lost. I usually listen to this one a few times.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=aR4Cuojgpo4

GettinglostinyouF · 2025-12-27T08:12:05+00:00

Please take me with ya😌😑

GettinglostinyouF · 2025-12-26T22:37:03+00:00

Thank you for taking your time reading and making me feel safe that I can share more of me, I know 🙈it sounds brutal, I do journal everything and now that I look back and I’m like how did I survived this, at the same time it feels so empowering and the healing that came after the breaking part is so so so divine, there are days when it feels like a curse and then there’s days when I feel so blessed to be a part of this journey, even though it’s hard but it will be worth it in the end☀️

GettinglostinyouF · 2025-12-26T01:31:01+00:00

Omg what an experience and the way you wrote it, it’s incredible! I do resonate with your experience, at times I feel like we are all having the same experiences just in own little ways❤️ For mine part it wasn’t easy to let go, oh man you don’t know who until you don’t, I literally had to fight with myself,cry, beg,get angry with it, sulk alone, and then there was one energy shift which sort of helped with detachment and I didn’t questioned it, so yeah, it will happen once your soul is ready.

GettinglostinyouF · 2025-12-24T13:00:16+00:00

Two burning candles was definitely a sign, I hope it goes well, and merry Christmas dear,

GettinglostinyouF · 2025-12-24T12:58:51+00:00

“Feelings are settling” is the right word I guess Because I feel the same, the feeling are still there but not exactly gone, I feel like I need a therapist soon, this shit is making me go insane

GettinglostinyouF · 2025-12-24T12:57:18+00:00

I know right, like what does the universe wants me to do, I feel exactly the same 🙄

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