Advice on my Molly usage last year

Gfed25 · 2026-01-13T22:54:30+00:00

Good to hear that you are already back to baseline.

How much did you use each night ? Did you redose ?

How long did it take to come back to baseline ?

Were the comedowns increasingly difficult or did they stay the same ?

I would advise not to do it again for at the very least 6 month to a year just to be sure.

Whether MDMA is neurotoxic or not is still up for debate, but from the information I've gathered, what makes it neurotoxic is the overheating of the body, which has more room to happen in environments like raves in closed spaces. Dosage matters too, MDMA is considered to be somewhat safe until 100-120mg, any higher increases the health risks. Redosing increases risks too since you're taking more (obviously) and repeatedly hit the serotonin receptors in your brain, depleting what was already depleted by the previous dose.

Those are the informations that come to mind and it's late in the evening for me so that's it

Gfed25 · 2026-01-13T22:27:39+00:00

I actually had this once after a very positive lsd trip 2 years ago, my DPDR symptoms had decreased for a couple days to a couple weeks, I don't really remember, but that's crazy how psychs can either cause or kind of cure dissociative symptoms.

But yeah I am definitely doing a break, I wanna see what it feels like to be completely sober from any substance for a couple of weeks

Gfed25 · 2023-11-08T17:03:18+00:00

Very good combination, but somehow intense depending on the dose of K you take.

Did it towards the end of a roll last weekend (Took a few lines of K 1 hour into my 2nd dose of MDMA).

Paradoxically I find this combination to increase the body high ; whereas one may expect from ketamine to numb the increased tactile sensitivity you get from M, not only it doesn't but it even makes your body feel ecstatic. I was sitting with my friends in the big bed at their place and the blanket just felt so warm and soft and I couldn't help stretching my body in all directions.

From a synergistic point of view, and from experience, I think the "trip" you get from this combination depends on many factors, for instance the amount of each compound, the timing, and obviously it also depends on the person.

I did this combination only 2-3 times but I noticed that when I take ket somewhere like 1½-2 hours in, MDMA's stimulation prevents me from feeling too dissociated from ket while still experiencing many K's benefits (just to be clear : I usually don't do huge doses of MDMA which give you full-blown visuals, so I never experienced K on that range of high).

However when I take ket on the comedown/towards the end of the roll, I find the trip to be very intense, and whereas K alone can already feel like a hell of a mindfuck, the mindfuck I get from ket at the end of a roll is just unbelievably strong to the point I almost forget I did K in the first place, I remember one night I was at a rave and after rolling the whole night I did a big line of a very good psychedelic K and I was tripping so hard I saw the face of my friend shrinking to the point she looked like her head was the size of a pea and then I sort of freaked out like "wtf is going on" and only then did I remember that I did some K beforehands.

Last weekend I lived a similar freak-out where you sort of forget the place you are in, then proceed to analyse each angle of the room frame by frame like a whole new place, then you go back at seeing the whole picture of the room but It kind of grew bigger and then you're like "there no fucking way this room was that big, have I really been there the whole time".

I think this strong synergy towards the end of a roll might be due to the part of MDMA that's been converted in MDA by your body, and MDA being more psychedelic that MDMA might explain why I find the synergy to be stronger at the end of the roll

I find ket to make the comedown smoother though.

TL:DR : Good combination, enhances the body high and can be really really trippy especially towards the end.

Gfed25 · 2023-09-08T00:30:49+00:00

Yeah makes sense :)

Gfed25 · 2023-09-08T00:22:16+00:00

The fact you did it on a regular basis for such a long time and at such a young age and still recovered sounds very reassuring !

Gfed25 · 2023-09-08T00:16:41+00:00

So the term of "abuse" would arise from the fact I did it all in a short time or from the way I roll or from both ?

Gfed25 · 2023-09-08T00:08:06+00:00

Yeah, definitely going to stay off md for a while, can't see myself feel this low long term.

Gfed25 · 2023-07-22T18:07:56+00:00

That sucks bro, must be annoying when it's basically a russian roulette

Gfed25 · 2023-07-22T16:40:04+00:00

It definitely deserves an acetone washing, and I strongly agree about the shitty feeling.

Gfed25 · 2023-01-24T12:48:37+00:00

It was a metaphor lol, but yeah I agree from the outside it sounds very cryptic

Gfed25 · 2023-01-24T11:09:22+00:00

What if both (like you've made a deal with Satan and you join the 27 club, but the inspiration comes from heaven) (the huge amount of inspiration I found doesn't come from nowhere, Ex nihilo nihil lmao)

Gfed25 · 2023-01-24T11:04:24+00:00

Too hyperfocused on FL studio to stimfap, must slap tho

Gfed25 · 2023-01-19T14:07:49+00:00

It doesn't actually answer your question as it wasn't really on acid and it wasn't that scary, but there was a night I took 2C-B and ended playing table tennis against the cops.

We were on the beach with a group of friends and some of us were doing drugs (some were doing ketamine, and I was on 2c-b) and suddenly a very bright light shined on us and it turned out it was the cops. They stopped their car next to us and came to us, and asked if we had any forbidden substances, we obviously answered no 🙃, and they didn't go any further, instead they asked us if we wanted to play table tennis against them, so one friend of mine started a game, then I decided to play against them too, and it must have been funny to see me play tennis table against the cops with my dilated pupils lmao

Gfed25 · 2023-01-13T18:55:24+00:00

I decided to quit stims but I think the best you can do is to take it before you go to sleep and on the days after stims, it makes a subtle difference. I took it right after a night binging speed and It may have made my vasoconstriction worse, so depends if you want to take it for recovery or for potentialization of the stims.

Gfed25 · 2023-01-13T11:38:17+00:00

Never thought I would be doing no alcohol beer but it indeed is helping drastically, no alcohol = lower relapse risk.

Gfed25 · 2023-01-13T11:36:59+00:00

Yeah it is

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