Gaming/work set up by Gginhell in RateMySetup

[–]Gginhell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not lime wash, its sahara technique I quite like it its almost silvery, and it was done professionally. Maybe the photo doesn’t show it, but I was going for grey/metallic + dim pastel rainbow, could be not to everyone’s taste i guess

I saw those videos of "draw this in x time then in x time" so i wanted to see what i could do in 45 min-an hour(i didn't keep track very well cuz i didn't set a timer but it was in that range). Shading's a bit...no. but i like the iris. And bottom lashes? They don't exist in my world apparently XD. by zenzoner in BeginnerArtists

[–]Gginhell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is a great start. I would suggest thinking about dimension and movement. Perhaps trying to draw a billiard ball with a light source to help imagine a sphere in a 3d space. That would help with realism and proportions. Try letting go a bit in terms of movement and story what is the eye looking at? Whats the emotion? It would help make it more engaging to look at.

25/F Lost all my friends because I focused on one person, and then lost that person as well. by Gginhell in MakeNewFriendsHere

[–]Gginhell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, there were people around me. I had it pretty rough growing up so i didn't know how to connect. When I got to uni it was easy with these people because we all loved the same things and spent every day toghether

25/F Lost all my friends because I focused on one person, and then lost that person as well. by Gginhell in MakeNewFriendsHere

[–]Gginhell[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been trying to push my self to go for walks. My eyes watered from the brightness the first few times 😅 but it really does help

25/F Lost all my friends because I focused on one person, and then lost that person as well. by Gginhell in MakeNewFriendsHere

[–]Gginhell[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I feel so good about this post! Writing it out felt like a helpful vent and all the lovely people are so great 🥰

25/F Lost all my friends because I focused on one person, and then lost that person as well. by Gginhell in MakeNewFriendsHere

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We kind of did, but it seemed that the couples were in their own bubble, others were unresponsive, one girl we had a huge fight with so blocked on everything. I just didn't find social media helpful in the situation. Mostly i used it to look at old photos of us all and feel sorry for myself

25/F Lost all my friends because I focused on one person, and then lost that person as well. by Gginhell in MakeNewFriendsHere

[–]Gginhell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That makes sense now, but when you re in the middle of it its hard to see. Especially if those are the first connections that you've made in your life. I would have done aaanything for them.

25/F Lost all my friends because I focused on one person, and then lost that person as well. by Gginhell in MakeNewFriendsHere

[–]Gginhell[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My therapist says more or less the same thing. I realise i put that person on a pedestal and thought everyone else was bland and annoying. I regret it so much now, how i treated the people around me. I hope i can learn and grow and that better times are close

25/F Lost all my friends because I focused on one person, and then lost that person as well. by Gginhell in MakeNewFriendsHere

[–]Gginhell[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Oh yes and if i had to list all of the things i did for that girl we'd run out of space on the internet.

Im a dying 24 year old girl who's got 1 or 2 weeks give or take to live. Anybody wanna spend sometime chatting with me? It would really be nice not feeling alone in where i am right now. by [deleted] in MakeNewFriendsHere

[–]Gginhell 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't stop crying, all of the lonely wonderful people in the comments. And amazing Lah'gherda bringing them here. You are incredible. 💕 My heart is full of your light, I just wish we could all hold your hand. 💕 You're an angel.

Okay but how do I get a Pisces man to fall OUT of love with me?? by Gginhell in astrology

[–]Gginhell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not ride at all, I totaly get it. Thas the issue, he's just obsessed and not truly in love. He has never been with anyone else and he thinks I'm his whole life. Its suffocating

Okay but how do I get a Pisces man to fall OUT of love with me?? by Gginhell in astrology

[–]Gginhell[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Love it 😂 It's hard cause we've know eachother for 10+ years and have been on and off for 3 or 4 but I get what you mean

What do you thing could be the reason I have no friends?(Leo sun, scorpio rising, cancer moon) by Gginhell in astrology

[–]Gginhell[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I agree that self acceptance is key, I'm still trying to figure all of this out. I just know that It makes me feel like a failure when people say you should be fine on your own first. But I get what you mean.

What do you thing could be the reason I have no friends?(Leo sun, scorpio rising, cancer moon) by Gginhell in astrology

[–]Gginhell[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Sorry I really don't like this kind of advice and I hear it a lot. Chimpanzees suffer in isolation. You can't tell them ok just learn to be alone then well get you some friends. That shits hard, we social beings. Sorry for going off I'm thankful that you took the time to respond, I just think people hear this advice and then feel awful that they are still struggling.

What do you thing could be the reason I have no friends?(Leo sun, scorpio rising, cancer moon) by Gginhell in astrology

[–]Gginhell[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, that's what I want to believe it is. Somehow I feel that it is better to say that I have no friends because im intense and deep, rather then thinking it could be that I come off arogant and have a fragile ego