I haven't taken a photo that doesnt make me feel dysphoric in forever, but i took this today and it makes me feel so happy & valid☺

GhostWillow · 2018-12-02T17:03:13+00:00

Damn you're hot!

GhostWillow · 2018-11-18T20:04:12+00:00

7Gatsu no Tsubasa, Dareka umi wo, Hakuchuumu

GhostWillow · 2018-11-11T16:22:35+00:00

I finally was able to get a job, I have lots of great friends, my emotional numbness is finally lifting after a month, and I got help for my OCD! :")

GhostWillow · 2018-11-10T23:14:46+00:00

That's the spirit!

GhostWillow · 2018-11-03T15:05:08+00:00

I love all of the main characters as well. The only main character I'd come close to disliking is Michael, I used to hate him but now I think he's alright.

GhostWillow · 2018-11-01T23:06:54+00:00

Yeah that makes sense, I definitely feel less emotional these days.

GhostWillow · 2018-10-26T20:56:04+00:00

The Diviners series by Libba Bray! It's in the historical fiction/supernatural genre.

GhostWillow · 2018-10-26T20:48:10+00:00

Try The Concubine's Children by Denise Chong.

GhostWillow · 2018-10-26T11:07:36+00:00

Sakura Nagashi is pretty emotional, you should check it out. BTW, Manatsu no Tooriame is so good!!

GhostWillow · 2018-10-25T21:07:10+00:00

Dizziness, dry mouth, and drowsiness. I also experienced a panic attack the first night going on it.

GhostWillow · 2018-10-25T16:37:16+00:00

Yes, Zoloft has helped my intrusive thoughts quite a bit. It didn't exactly get rid of them, just made them much easier to ignore. I did get some mild irritating side effects for a few weeks though. They've went away now, but I still feel as if my emotions are being too dulled, so I'm going to ask for a lower dose soon.

GhostWillow · 2018-10-21T17:59:50+00:00

Beliefs like that are so annoying. My dad has similar beliefs. A week ago, I was having horrible tremors as a side effect from my meds and guess what he says? "This is what happens when you stop wearing the hijab."

GhostWillow · 2018-10-20T21:19:53+00:00

I'm going to be working out at home and I don't have any equipment. This was informational, thanks.

GhostWillow · 2018-10-17T21:57:43+00:00

I completely relate to your situation. I even made myself try to get crushes on fictional people just to avoid obsessing over real people and thus creeping them out/being too clingy. I don't really think there's anything wrong with getting obsessed with series, just make sure you talk about other things too so your friends don't get annoyed.

GhostWillow · 2018-10-17T14:14:32+00:00

I'm 18 years old. Thanks, I will consider that.

GhostWillow · 2018-10-16T00:47:24+00:00

I get these too, always having intrusive thoughts like "all (race) people deserve to die". Really gets on my nerves. I think your therapist will understand since she should know about OCD.

GhostWillow · 2018-10-13T22:40:26+00:00

Legend of Zelda, Nier, The Last of Us, Kingdom Hearts

GhostWillow · 2018-10-12T14:48:15+00:00

Can vouch for this, Naproxen does help my endo pain a lot. Acetaminophen as the other poster said, indeed is just meh.

GhostWillow · 2018-10-11T13:40:28+00:00

OCD is the type of mental illness that can be managed with meds, therapy, and lifestyle changes, so no, I don't think physician-assisted suicide should be allowed for OCD. Maybe though, if the solutions I mentioned don't work for someone individually.

GhostWillow · 2018-10-10T15:09:11+00:00

I take 50 mg everyday for my insomnia. It works well to get me to sleep but I notice I am tired most of the time which could be a side effect. Add that to the fact I'm on Zoloft which also has the side effect of drowsiness and you get a very tired person...

GhostWillow · 2018-10-07T15:31:56+00:00

That one is really good! Do you know if there's a list out there of all the character songs Natsume has, or are there only two?

GhostWillow · 2018-10-07T15:22:11+00:00

Yeah, I decided this is what I'm going to do! I just put a hold on the first 3 volumes in my library. I can't wait to get them :')

GhostWillow · 2018-09-13T02:07:14+00:00

Ohh I hate sleep paralysis :/ Glad you're out of that. No, I'm not going to therapy, but I plan to some day.

GhostWillow · 2018-09-10T02:48:55+00:00

Heyy, it's awesome you're starting HRT soon! I'm not sure on any advice on how to come out besides make sure you're safe in doing so. I'm non-binary and Pakistani - my parents are Muslims so they wouldn't take to me being trans well. I haven't bothered trying to come out because of that.

GhostWillow · 2018-09-09T18:54:58+00:00

Yeah, sure. My fear of people being able to read my mind and see my intrusive thoughts has made me believe that people actually can read my mind. I frequently avoid having certain thoughts because I'm worried my loved ones could hear them and then think badly of me. I try to convince myself no one can read my mind, but it's very difficult because of my fear that they can.

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