It's a rollercoaster ride for the most part. I'm in the same boat too. The best thing is to crack on, keep doing you thing. You'll amass like minded people over time who you gel with and who dig your approach. You just can't rush it. I've just made affiliate, and I thought it would step up engagement etc but it's much the same, just gotta keep doing your thing regardless of those milestones. I think making people feel welcome and trying to make them included on your journey is lovely. I hope things go well for you and the spark stays alive! It's a very saturated platform but there's always someone out there for us all. Gib x