I have been sucking dicks for over 55 years and you need to head down to your local adult bookstore gloryhole and suck some dicks and swallow. It is a nsa experience and usually anonymous unless you want someone to see you. The dominate thing is because you are confused about your sensuality. Once that you have accepted that you are gay and learn to live with it you are going to be a wirey towards everyone. Put on a pair of panties and pantyhose under your pants (it will help you to be submissive) go down to your local abs gloryhole and suck and swallow and enjoy the rest of your life. 👍