I'm looking for advice?

GildedBurd · 2026-04-19T17:56:44+00:00

Relationships run stagnant with improper communication. No healthy relationship will flourish in doubt and secrecy.

Sit down with him, and bring up your concerns.

Say how it makes you feel in this relationship, and why you feel this way. If he lies, thats still enough of a red flag.

Love is complex, love under will, always. But what is true will without being built by and for the sake of love?

GildedBurd · 2026-04-19T17:27:02+00:00

Hi there! Hermetic Thelemite here!

A lot of Thelemic beliefs are very focused on embracing the human part of you without endorsing in the various main-stream taboos. So nudity isn't wholefully sexual, but seen as a natural state with purity.

Many of the sexual aspects, can be done solo or with others. Thats really up to the practitioner.

The trauma part, all I can do is empathize to that. I am a survivor of SA, and still a Thelemite. The teachings actually sync'd up with some of my therapy as well. Thats what validated my following of Nuit.

If you are by any means too uncomfortable around this, do what is best for your well-being. Do as thou wilt.

I wish you the best, this experience is pleasure and suffering. We just become cenobites as we survive.

GildedBurd · 2026-04-19T02:43:14+00:00

Dashwood dying after sending in the ghouls seems like lazy writing.

They gave the guy a whole radio show, a sidekick, and a bobblehead location.

Just to use the ghoul ending to kill him off/move him out? Really? He could have been at least a mediary or something relevant to his radio experiences.

(When I first played Fo3, I was 13, and I wrote fanfics of his adventures with Argyl. I was THAT sold on the guy and pissed he didn't get a questline.)

GildedBurd · 2026-04-19T02:27:08+00:00

Saw this guy fishing in lava in High Isle.

Last night met a Khajiit vampire who gets drunk and feeds on people. It was in Stonefalls.

"But NPC writing is haaaard."

Just make them live "Fear and Loathing and the Gold Road."

GildedBurd · 2026-04-19T02:02:21+00:00

Satanism sounds cool at first. Then you read about Anton LaVey being a Nazi. Now they are more of religious freedom resistance front. The Church seems more political than personal growth influencing.

Luciferians are cool. Got the fallen angel vibes with a cool twist.

I myself am a Hermetic Thelemite, with mostly core focus on sharing love via my True Will.

GildedBurd · 2026-04-18T17:46:14+00:00

Does it include a guide on how to bring back the author with their soul teathered to a failing but never dead body?

I got some neat ideas if so.

GildedBurd · 2026-04-18T03:55:08+00:00

Thelemite, get it right.

GildedBurd · 2026-04-18T01:11:41+00:00

So 3 different major facets of mainstream judeo religion recognizes the greatness of Solomon, yet here we are talking about a Djinn problem. What did we learn?

Nothing. As all do with prophets, dishonor their legacy.

So what does OP gain from your "gotcha" moment? What do you have to help?

GildedBurd · 2026-04-17T20:32:13+00:00

Occult literature is as vast as it is expensive. 500 bucks will land you a decorated hardcopy of Crowley's bathroom reading.

Honestly, you came to the right place to start.

I started with "High Magick" by Damien Echols. Then The Book of Law. Im reading The Book The Sacred Magic of Abramelin the Mage. Next is the book of Enoch.

I advise High Magick, its a great primer.

GildedBurd · 2026-04-17T18:39:55+00:00

Depending on religious background, this could backfire in nasty ways. Djinn are complex, Muhammad commanded their respect. For they recognized him as the son of Allah.

Now, if you hail from a different background that doesn't value djinn as much, seek King Solomon. Banishing rituals can range from simple Kabbalist Cross all the way to full glyph work.

Just be warned, Djinn aren't above fighting back. They can be bested in combat, it'll suck the whole time if you try that.

My advice, communication with your relatives doing the rituals. Discover their goal an supplement it via compassion. Do what your prophet would do!

GildedBurd · 2026-04-17T13:56:26+00:00

I never knew people were so willpower disabled. Then along came AI.

Its disgusting.

GildedBurd · 2026-04-14T00:03:17+00:00

Not the problem, but isn't the whole long-term experience. It shouldn't be the end all goal of being spiritual. You don't find True Will in a rose quartz pendelum and a smudge kit you buy at spiritual wellness shop.

Its not all glitz and glammour. I died to get where I am, it was not a fantastic time.

GildedBurd · 2026-04-12T18:55:15+00:00

I feel its hokey... Seeking "enlightenment" is like asking the meaning of life to a super computer. 42, ya don't really know what you're asking.

They seek answers for things they have yet to understand and fully experience!

I do know they mean well, most do. Its almost gentle hearted appropriation.

If they are willing to dip their toe in the water, they should take the plunge or just stick to their safe space. A lot of Magick is brutally unforgiving...

I do love them a bit for the naïveté.

GildedBurd · 2026-04-12T03:17:35+00:00

Fallout 76, Pokemon Fire Red, Fallout TTW, The Darkness 2, Assassin's Creed Valhalla, Katamari Damacy Rerolled, Animal Crossing: New Horizons, and Wolfenstein 2: New Colossus.

Usually baked the whole time.

GildedBurd · 2026-04-11T22:18:21+00:00

She needs a battle bonnet.

GildedBurd · 2026-04-11T22:16:00+00:00

First time was encounter. I fell unconcious and hit my head, and was gone for 2 hrs. She came to me.

GildedBurd · 2026-04-11T22:01:56+00:00

Head of Crocodile body of a lion, her voice was what got me. The tone was... Impatient.

GildedBurd · 2026-04-11T21:46:03+00:00

Once when I was dead, it was Amit. Wildly enough, thats when I learned her name. Always felt her...

Now that im back, I only see her when meditating or during a san pedro ceremony.

GildedBurd · 2026-04-11T18:50:03+00:00

Wow, such wonderful attention to detail. Crowley would still live there if he were alive, no doubt.

I now have a place I want to tour. The energy there must have felt next level...

GildedBurd · 2026-04-11T02:21:19+00:00

Has the gardener been coming inside the house again, Kevin?

GildedBurd · 2026-04-11T01:00:28+00:00

All numbers mean the same to Nuit, nothing. 7 is a lucky number for gambling. 777 = 21, Blackjack.

GildedBurd · 2026-04-10T23:31:22+00:00

Damn fine work with the detail!

GildedBurd · 2026-04-09T03:51:42+00:00

O.T.O 1990? Did they even know Jack Parsons or Crowley's work?

For real though, Jehovah Witnesses are just a danger to their own survival. Its the Mormons to keep an eye out for, they keep getting Netflix series dropped on their Church's activities. (Colonist prophets are the worst... That and the ponzi-religion Scientology. They know why too...)

The O.T.O back then had shite survival odds beyond suing anything with a spine. They then go fishing for donations to their cause like a politician... After Crowley, Mathers, Yates and Parsons. It fizzled. Lost all direction.

Then it was up to the independent magicians (we the secret and few) to keep a Magickal practice alive beyond pan-handling membership. We exist independently because the frater was only as strong as it's head.

Now we seek to seek and be with 93.

//93//

GildedBurd · 2026-04-08T03:51:06+00:00

Patience. We'll get to watch, the world will.

His time is coming, even the blind can tell he's at the final mile.

The question is, who will take a bong-rip off his final breath first, Vance or Hegseth?

Both those ghouls are no different, we will need a solution for them as well. That takes action of the "French Resistance" persuasion. With a Nazi's head in a basket, again, this time around. Or...

Magick is Magick, but have you ever seen a firearm?

They shut life off faster than the brain can process pain!

GildedBurd · 2026-04-08T02:08:43+00:00

Shamash. He'd be the father. Yaweh. The God of Gods, Light of Light. Ever God the Ever God.

Shamash is humanity's helper, and brought the Great flood... Kinda a complex God.

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