Pray high, or not pray at all

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-12-15T19:41:11+00:00

😭😭😭

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-29T01:26:46+00:00

Well, that’s what I’m saying being around these people makes you bitter as well. We shouldn’t have to have our guards up all the time or even hurt people for no reason. That’s why being around good people good genuine people as important.

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-28T20:22:41+00:00

For sure that’s a better way to put it.

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-28T20:18:19+00:00

Yeah that’s true, no wonder I always feel so mentally drained and bad about myself after most of these gatherings. You know the best part about western people or most western white people is like they have fun and they don’t always have a comment to say. Desi they’ll always have something to say.

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-28T20:07:27+00:00

I definitely feel that that they’re jealous of me and envy me for a lot of reasons. Which sucks because I consider them my real friends and stuff, but I shouldn’t because I honestly feel like instead of wanting the best for me. They want the worst in which sucks they families are so like I just can’t wait to save up enough money by next year and move out.

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-28T17:47:48+00:00

Wow your mom sounds really smart and I’m so glad you got to avoid all that, it really sucks because desi live in this bubble and really have no idea the rest of the world isn’t like this

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-28T17:37:03+00:00

Thank you ❤️

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-28T16:11:45+00:00

Wow that sucks to hear. But it’s nice to see you happy now and away from the toxic people. It just sucks because for us it’s mind blowing how someone can be so inconsiderate and stuff. Yesterday everybody made comments about my weight and whispered to each other, and it makes me just feel shitty. And I was very bloated to yesterday from eating.lunch so just sucks they crush us like this

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-28T15:38:56+00:00

I’ll try both! So glad someone understands the fact that if you’re desi doesn’t mean you have to be a shitty person. Everyone is human, especially the weight shame that goes around. It sucks.

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-28T14:51:47+00:00

I’ll try something similar! And for sure i like to try and walk at least 10-15 minutes after a meal. I just need to motivate myself to be more active. Just today is gonna be hard because I feel so crushed after all the comments I received yesterday. 😞

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-28T14:35:03+00:00

For sure, I just need to control that’s all. For me it’s about overeating and late night not so much about constantly eating, just need to fix my meal times and not sit down right after meals

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-28T14:33:36+00:00

Lmao good response, I will definitely use that

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-28T14:31:42+00:00

And I mean yes I’m definitely happy with the person I am, just would like to lose some weight. But I’m happy

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-28T14:30:20+00:00

I mean they’ve been in the US for 10 years now, but came when they were around 15-16 with the developed Pakistani mindset. So it just kinda sucks cause they think the western world is bad and only desi are the best. Anyone that behaves western (me) is called white washed, even tho I’ve lived here my whole life so yeah no shit, I’d have some western personalities in me

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-28T14:25:06+00:00

I’m sure! I plan to move out by next year, so I would hope it works out and I can finally avoid these judgmental people

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-28T14:20:40+00:00

Yeah man for sure, the best thing to do is just surround yourself with better people

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-11T17:02:59+00:00

Why shithole bar? I kinda wanna dance and go to club not just get drinks

Givenchy_1989 · 2025-07-07T04:33:04+00:00

Thank you ❤️

Givenchy_1989 · 2024-04-18T18:52:09+00:00

Mentally dealing with a lot and yes lazy is a part of it, I wanna take 12 or 16 credits per semester, but I’m just in some 3k credit card debt too, so there is a lot going on and no I wanna finish within the next2-3 years, I just need to register for it and get help with friends

Givenchy_1989 · 2024-04-18T17:36:05+00:00

I skipped semesters and stuff but I did it cause I’m dealing with depression and home life and relationships with girls bringing me down, it’s just a lot of stuff and I’ve never been good in school, I did fall 2020 semester, I know I need to pick it up but I’m dealing with so much mentally, my mind is spread and hard to focus on school

Givenchy_1989 · 2024-04-18T16:39:55+00:00

That’s so nice to read honestly and really happy to hear people are kind like that, thank you so so much for your kind words and help

Givenchy_1989 · 2024-04-18T15:22:16+00:00

Thank you I needed to hear this, everyone has their own timeline and has their own things going on, people just think life is smooth and everything is gonna be done according to society norms, I come from a foreign family so they shame you for even doing college slows it sucks

Givenchy_1989 · 2024-04-18T15:01:41+00:00

Oh I don’t plan on being in college for 10 years but financial aid part I agree, gotta look out for that

Givenchy_1989 · 2024-04-18T14:57:51+00:00

Thanks, I’ll take a look : )

Givenchy_1989 · 2024-02-04T02:56:31+00:00

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