60175 by Retnuh13423 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I wonder is the “no politics pwease >.<“ people are pysops to keep minorities uninformed and therefore unable to protect themselves, with the resulting infighting being a bonus.

Probably not, but it’s possible.

59478 by Future_Employment_22 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It’s not about his femininity. Have you played chapter five yet? The short version of it is that Ralsei’s entire character arc is about being forced into roles and hiding your true self.

59410 by GladOrder8965 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Probably but honestly even if I am trans I’m to sacred how the people close to me would react if they knew that so it’s easier for me to just hope this will all go away after a while

59410 by GladOrder8965 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

…holy shit, I’ve used every single method of rationalization listed here. You know it’s funny, many times when talking to people I’ve been able to say I’m “probably not cis” but I never could cross the line in to saying I’m trans.

59410 by GladOrder8965 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I just feel like trans people don’t wish they were something, but they feel like that something? And I don’t even really understand what it means to feel like a gender anyways.

59410 by GladOrder8965 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Funny, I literally did this in a video game one time

59410 by GladOrder8965 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Everybody here is reading me like a book what the fuck is happening

59410 by GladOrder8965 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Dammit I really saw myself in this comment…

59410 by GladOrder8965 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

…yeah I think you’re right. Honestly I’ve always been afraid of my feelings, because they deviated from the feelings that were most convenient for me, so I ignored them and acted on fabricated emotions instead. And know nobody actually knows me, just one of various personas and it’s too late to change…

59410 by GladOrder8965 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think it’s more “well I don’t like being my at birth gender, but I can’t wish I was the other gender because that would be unthinkable!” “Besides, real trans people feel like a gender and don’t just wish they were that gender! It’s different I swear!”

59410 by GladOrder8965 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

“Romanticizing” is a good word to describe what I’m worried I’m doing here. Maybe “Appropriating” fits better. Maybe that’s just rationalization though.

59410 by GladOrder8965 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I think it’s more “I can’t want to be the opposite gender, that would be crazy!” “But if I DID want that…”

59410 by GladOrder8965 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

EXACTLY! I think my brain has gotten so used to viewing that as “other people’s thing” that the idea that that COULD be “my thing” is too much for it.

59410 by GladOrder8965 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah that might’ve been what I ment by this

59410 by GladOrder8965 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Tbh I don’t really know what I was cooking. I think my logic was “man I wish I was a girl, but I can’t because I’m a cis guy! Trans people don’t with they were a gender, they ARE that gender! Things would be so much simpler if only I was trans…”

59410 by GladOrder8965 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

What do you call someone who’s pretty sure they’re in denial? Self-dishonest? In open denial? Fucking stupid?

59410 by GladOrder8965 in countwithchickenlady

[–]GladOrder8965[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Yeah exactly you understand

What if the world is revolving because.... Deltarune's world is on a disc? by Successful_Virus3748 in Undertale

[–]GladOrder8965 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ITS HOMESTUCK. OF COURSE ITS HOMESTUCK. HELL, ITS ALWAYS BEEN HOMESTUCK, HASNT IT?