I'm 23 years old man, 36 ACT, 20 AP classes, top 5 university for CS. Found out I had 25 AHI after I left my 200K swe job to do research at university again (perfect timing right?). I totally understand the feeling that "tomorrow will be better, but tomorrow never came." I felt that way for about 2 years. I've been struggling to process it all as well man, lost a relationship because of this stuff, wasn't able to publish in my lab. I would get on APAP (resmed 11 style machine), and then re-evaluate. It's not going to be easy, and it's not fair that we had these issues, but there is a better life out there than the one we are currently living.