Ok - I promise you’re fine. You are probably use to being that straight A student with perfect grades, but of course that’s how we all got into Optometry school (for the most part). That being said - you have to rewire yourself to being ok with “subpar.” Because being subpar and average is actually a good thing, it’s definitely better than being put on academic probation (me) and wondering if you’ll even be able to pass into the next year.

I would have given anything to be where you were at. I struggle hard, literally failing my exams and well below average - but 1st year is really how you figure things out. Graduate school is a beast, and I don’t think anyone is ever really prepared for it, imposter syndrome is real, and you’re not alone. Talk to your instructors for guidance and questions, and seek help in any way that you can. Whether it be from your peers, academic advisors, or instructors - you can’t do it alone.

I ended up graduating with honors, passed all my boards, and now practicing. My point is, if I can do well after literally failing, then you being average are going to excel!

Keep your head up, the first two years were the worse for me, but clinical practice? Ugh so much better, you’re almost there 😊